My Firsts for this Week
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Posted:Jan 18, 2009 9:20 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2017 11:31 pm
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The new year is helping to unleash the new ME! I'm trying to work on establishing myself as an individual after so many years of being a couple. So, I'm experiencing alot of 'firsts' on this new adventure.
This week, my wild first was to go to an intimate dance club. Being the shy person that I am, I felt very accomplished in making it thru the door and getting my membership card. I talked to some very nice people and did alot of people watching. I had a very tight rein on my libido - tighter than I really wanted but I was extremely nervous. So, now that I've gotten my toes wet, I'll go back and try to get some other parts of me wet next time!
I did get one hell of a bear hug!
I'll tell you all about my next trip - and I won't be quite so nervous.
M
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New Year and New Direction
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Posted:Jan 12, 2009 10:46 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2010 7:25 am
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Hope the New Year is good for everyone! A good year to work on our foundations. That's what I've been thinking about lately. And I've realized that the foundation for the last 35 years of my life is now in bits and pieces so I'm on really shaky ground. This year, I need to grabs bits and pieces of the old foundation and combine them with new pieces to form a solid foundation where I can grow from as I start living again.
To those of you who know me, this will make some sense. So, one of the pieces of my new foundation will be my FWB's - both online and face-to-face. I started this adventure trying to be as up-front and honest as I could be with my friends and myself so I'm going to keep that going and try to improve.
So, last year as I began this adventure, I was looking for FWB's where the #1 goal was the benefits part. Yeah, the sex was the most important goal. The friends part was secondary. But, that search was mostly based on the old foundation for my life which is very shaky right now.
A new search is needed based on the new foundation. So, I need to focus on the friend side primarily and the benefits side is secondary. I need to have some fun back in my life. I'm ready for a night at the movies, ball game, theatre, dinner, or whatever to start the friendship. Hopefully, an LTR with a friend for an occasional date with benefits will ensue.
Something that I am going to do within the next 2 weeks, is go to a high-school basketball game. If you have a recommendation on a really good game coming up in Snohomish Co, let me know.
I've done too much heavy thinking lately. I really just need to have a good ..........................
Nite all!!!!!!!!
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Straight Tequila Night
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Posted:Oct 22, 2008 8:44 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2010 7:24 am
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I've been thinking about that song all night long. I'm not a drinker but I can completely understand the sentiments of the song. I'm having one of those 'Straight Tequila Nights', which I will refer to as STN. Other STN's, I've tried to give myself a little boost by camming - but just soloing. Figured I might as well do a public cam to maybe brighten someone else's night. On an STN, I just haven't felt like chatting.
I also have lots of trouble using this site's IM so I sometimes can't even answer the messages I get. The last time I had an STN and cammed here, a friend saw me and responded thru another IM service so he 'directed' the video for awhile. Maybe on my next STN, I'll include the audio.
If you read this and see me camming, you'll understand why I don't respond. The only problem I have is that I don't get feedback. So, I may have to do something else.
I hope you enjoy my STN's!
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