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scoupe42 56M  
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2/1/2020 6:54 am

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"Emotionless"

I grew up with a older brother, who was normal the early in his life. He would get sad once in a while, but don't we all? He was given a , I wasn't sure if he liked animals . He show loved that , I seen a side of him, I never know existed. He must had been 9, he's 3 older. But one sad day, his died. I'm not sure how, I do remember this day, and him losing his , he transformed in an emotionless person ! After that day, He never cried again in life! I shit you not!

He had some friends he grew up with, he did college, military and had a family. he would joke once in a while, but most all business. But he would never cry, he would be sad, but only a minute. Over the year we lost family member, he would go the funeral and be the only one don't didn't cry. There was times, when we didn't talk each other 4 , I had reach out him. He now hate animals , he never liked them after he lost his . He didn't keep in contract with friends from his past. While , I do, or did.

We lost a mom and a dad, he didn't cry at either funeral, didn't even seem sad. I sometimes, cry much, he would just look at . He once in a while had a sense of humor. But's he not a funny guy. He got divorced and married a gold-digger, lost his ass, but don't want talk about it. He talk the people that call him. But he don't really talk much. I mentioned him, that I have depression, but he got a problem worst than mines! He said, "What is my problem"!!!!!!!! I told him you are "Emotionless'! I also said, that I might be crazy, but I do have emotions!











author51 57F  
88747 posts
2/2/2020 12:10 am

I do not cry often myself..I do get upset for sure..Sad pretty much only at times where I have lost a loved one,yet never stay down for long..Good post my friend..

One can never have enough JOY in their life...


fisherman5999 57M  
300 posts
2/1/2020 6:23 pm

Emotionless, doesn't always mean depressed, or anxiety, just broken.


scoupe42 replies on 2/1/2020 8:58 pm:
That's make sense!

GypseeRoze 51F  
72 posts
2/1/2020 5:42 pm

Scoupe,

Thank you for sharing this aspect of your life. I too live with chronic depression and anxiety. After I did my anxiety poem I got at least 5 emails telling me my, "blog was sad." Wtf do you say to that? Seriously it was one amongst many. "If you cant handle the poem, you sure in hell could never handle my life?" LOL I believe we live in such a pathetically superficial and phatic society... Everyone asks how you are, but theyve already moved on if their head to whatever is next, Nothing other than, "im fine" matters to most.. I have much empathy for your brother, he sounds "stuck", and until it is resolved it will just continue to affect his life.

All any of us can do is our best. Mental health has a horrible stigma about it. If people cant see your pain, in the form of a physical issue, it does not exist. Keep on keepin on, and keep it real.

Gyps


scoupe42 replies on 2/1/2020 8:39 pm:
Hi my friend, I love what you said, I guess by me have depression, my brother, feel like I should worry about my own issues. It's sad he don't realized that he's "Emotionless', sad. I love to chat with you one day, I think we would get along fine. thx for viewing and feedback.

Tmptrzz 57F  
75267 posts
2/1/2020 11:49 am

Thank you my friend for sharing part of your life with us. It's sad that your brother doesn't show emotions. It's not good to hold everything in, and when he finally explodes ( emotionally ) I feel for those who have to endure that!!

Its always a good thing to share how your feeling because holding it in doesn't let you enjoy your life and experience all the good things that life's road takes us on. I know I don't hold things in I say how I feel, but sometimes I have to use a filter when I do..

I hope you have a wonderful weekend..

Just your average every day run of the mill nana here!!!


scoupe42 replies on 2/1/2020 8:36 pm:
Hi Temp, thx for viewing and awesome feedback!

Paulxx001 63M  
15403 posts
2/1/2020 9:05 am

well that's pretty sad 😔

... is there another way to look at it.
Coincidence... or destiny The Bench


scoupe42 replies on 2/1/2020 9:23 am:
Yeah, it is. We are who we are. thx for viewing

scoupe42 56M  
8234 posts
2/1/2020 7:01 am

Grown up in bad environments, made a lot of people tough, they didn't adapt to what going on and the move on, no feeling, no sadness, no tears, So at onetime in my life, I envy them and felt sorry for myself, for lettings myself get emotional. Now since I'm older, I feel sorry for them!


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