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Death of a Friend  

secret_lade 45F
2402 posts
1/15/2020 11:02 pm
Death of a Friend


A long time family friend passed away yesterday....

Death being an anxiety trigger for me, I've been having some rough moments. My middle is absolutely torn up about his passing, for the past 5 summers he had been helping him with his garden and at the farmer's market each week as a summer job.

His loss is already felt.

He had been living with lung cancer for the last several years, so his dying was not unexpected. It doesn't really matter, though, whether you know its coming or not.... Because you still feel that loss.

A small part of you now feels, empty.

I had stopped to pick my up after work yesterday and my ex-husband was gone, the family had called him up to say his last goodbye.

So amazingly touching....

The friend had passed, and was on the stretcher to be bagged up and taken away, and the family had requested they wait for my ex-husband to be there, be present, and say his goodbyes.

It was my ex-husband who apparently had zipped him up and help place him in the hearse.

The finality of it all is overwhelming for me, at the moment.

Mr. B is no more....

fwblook4unow 40M
68 posts
1/21/2020 1:47 am

So sorry for your loss...never easy to say goodbye to a family friend


secret_lade 45F
2016 posts
1/19/2020 4:50 am

    Quoting Daniel31495:
    Do you guys approve the new points system? cause I don't... that's why I leave a comment here, to get points AdultFriendFinder is trying to get out of us for nothing!
You know what don't approve of? These fucking stupid comments by people who are "only leaving a comment to get points". What do you propose to do once you're maxed out your point earning capabilities?


mc_justmc 59M
5430 posts
1/17/2020 6:43 pm

I lost 3 close people to me in the span of a year and a half, and your right, knowing that they are going doesn't make it any easier.


looking4u69ca 59M  
2907 posts
1/16/2020 9:08 pm

I am sorry for your loss.


easy_going2014 53M
12033 posts
1/16/2020 6:54 pm

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txslowpoke 66M  
2465 posts
1/16/2020 3:56 am

god is not a murderer, yet he is a gardener... He tends a world of roses daily.. when a rose reaches its most perfect stage god picks it to bring home into his house to be with him...


Meesteeq 55F  
1 post
1/16/2020 1:42 am

Very sorry for your loss.


jajo696 65F
1424 posts
1/16/2020 1:31 am

Its very difficult for those of us left behind. I know all too well...the emotions of it all. As u said...even when one knows...its always hard to process. I am so very sorry that you and yours must go through this, even though its inevitable, it never feels managable. I wish you calmness of spirit~~


wantiall4now 54M
158 posts
1/16/2020 1:23 am

Sorry for your loss


Savage_169 35M
16 posts
1/15/2020 11:44 pm

I’m sorry to hear that


Daniel31495 24M
10 posts
1/15/2020 11:44 pm

Do you guys approve the new points system? cause I don't... that's why I leave a comment here, to get points AdultFriendFinder is trying to get out of us for nothing!


Hotshotsip23 40F  
4 posts
1/15/2020 11:40 pm

Condolences to you and his family and friends


secret_lade 45F
2016 posts
1/15/2020 11:35 pm

    Quoting PAWAPh:
    >I Am Sorry To Read That<

    *R.I.P Mr. B*

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Thank you Jack


PAWAPh 43M
10983 posts
1/15/2020 11:20 pm

>I Am Sorry To Read That<

*R.I.P Mr. B*

J
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secret_lade 45F
2016 posts
1/15/2020 11:07 pm

I never harp on smoking or my dislike of it..... Be he often stated while he was battling his illness, I just wish I could have quit smoking.


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