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senfully 53F
585 posts
5/30/2021 4:19 am
Some songs have no name


Some songs have no name
written October 19th, 2020

I come back to the same theme
of pain and the past
manifesting in my present.

I have tried ignoring them.
I have tried fighting them.
I have sought therapists and seers
who teach me new ways to battle,
but what I fight and avoid
just seems to get stronger.

Forgive they say.
I WILL NOT
say it was ok
tell you to go peacefully to your death
with no stain on your conscience.


I try
living with the demons and memories
the hurt and betrayal
where there should have been safety and comfort.

Will I die an lady one day
still crying and hiding?
Will I find a peace of my own?
Can origami cranes and butterflies
fill my skies?

senfully 53F
424 posts
5/30/2021 4:21 am

This poem has sat in my notebook for months. I keep wanting to make it something else. The last line came from a conversation with someone about the goals of writing. I struggle with speaking these things, or erasing everything except for the last 2 lines. Erasing the first part, erases a kay part of my reality, but I don't know what the resolution will be, and so the ending feels unfinished and rushed.


peladodel56 65M
10145 posts
5/30/2021 5:54 am

Déjala correr unos días, semanas tal vez y un día cualquiera, se iluminará tu inspiración para darle nombre y finalizarla como quería tu espíritu. Saludos


senfully replies on 5/30/2021 10:30 am:
Google translate says your comment in English is: "Let it run for a few days, maybe weeks and any day, your inspiration will light up to give it a name and finish it as your spirit wanted. Greetings"

Thank you. This is one of those poems that will stay with me. Maybe in the future I will find a better closing. Thanks for reading me and your comment.

kamaruhl3 60M
3917 posts
5/30/2021 5:51 pm

this is so touching. wishing and hoping somewhere you find peace


senfully replies on 5/30/2021 6:25 pm:
Thank you. I do find moments of it. It isn't all awful. hugs.

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