The Outsider
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Posted:Sep 9, 2009 7:21 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2010 5:56 pm
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Shiny white chip, what did you used to be?
I only see one small part of you.
Teapot spout, platter rim, or coffee mug
where hands gnarled and brown from the sun and sea
carressed you for the warmth you gave off.
How did you arrive here - this craggy coast of Maine?
Through seas that were tempest tossed?
Or waters calm, like a wavy old mirror
that reflected you - the whole of you
that my eyes will never see.
Or were you part of a beachside picnic
remnants of joy and laughter - a sunny day - a family united.
Had your voyage begun under the sea
rescued from a shipwreck from a forgotten time?
Or, were you simply the blue-light special at K-Mart?
You caught my eye all alone here on sand and rocks
each joined as one - you the outsider
Lying there alone as the waves reached their surging arms
to grab you back...
...and the beach was whispering "stay"...
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My best friend Tanya
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Posted:Sep 8, 2009 1:22 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2010 8:05 pm
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Buckskin colored, part Appaloosa, part Quarter , you entered my young life as a dream come true. You loved the woods, the trails that smelled of earth and pine; apple orchards and alfalfa fields. That was our world.
I insisted on refinement and dressed you in English tack whilke you passively indulged my adolescent whims. You performed on your best behavior at the shows and proudly I took home ribbons which you worked hard to win. When I tried to have you become a jumper, you patiently showed me that this was not your area of skill. The day I flew over your head and landed at your feet, you stayed close, gently nudging me to get up, it was going to be okay.
I could ride you with the reins free from my hands, my feet swinging freely out of the stirrups, eyes partially closed as you lulled me into your rhythmic walk. Sometimes for fun I rode you backwards. I can only imagine what you were thinking then! I loved you with all the love I had in my heart.
On cold dark winter mornings you stood patiently waiting as I chopped the ice off the frozen water trough with an axe, and loaded bins with hay and grain. Your soft velvet nose greeted me each morning when I opened the trap door to drop down your hay. I was afraid you would get in the way of the pitchfork, but you were careful. I was too. One morning I slipped and partially fell down the hay chute, I felt you pushing my foot with your strong head, telling me to get up. I limped slowly home.
When Nor'easters swept across the open fields, I would stand shivering in your stall doorway holding your big blanket, calling to you. But you were contentedly standing in the farther most corner of your paddock. A white mountain of ice covered hair and eyelashes. You looked as if you were smiling as you stood eyes closed, facing into the wind. You loved the storms and I loved you.
We both had birthdays but only one of us began to change. You remained the same stead-fast, supportive, non-judgemental friend, while I on the other hand began to look into other pastures. My decision to follow my own inclinations had a price that I would pay dearly for. My new added interests, driving license and friends, convinced my father that you and I had ended our relationship. All the begging, arguing and tears fell on deaf ears.
The day they came to get you, I sat in my room and looked over to where you always stood. You were no where to be seen. I imagined you standing there waiting for me twice a day as I walked to the barn. I cried like a baby. My life had changed.
I never saw you again. In my mind I visited you often and I often imagined when we rode fast and free across the fields. I can still remember the touch and smell of you as I brushed your thick coat and mane. The way the tack smelled and even mucking out your stalls. I never rode again after that. It was just too painful. I never stopped missing the special times and closeness we shared. I told you all my worries and joys. Today,I still feel blessed holding the memory of the wonderful day you came into my life, and the love I felt for you in a deep and special way.
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Frustrated!!!!!
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Posted:Sep 8, 2009 11:17 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2010 5:33 am
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Last night I got into bed and began to have those "urges" to release some sexual energy. Of course it was too late to put out a distress call, but not a problem for me. I reached for my electrical powered vibe, knowing this baby would offer me some fun. (It was off the charger and close by.) The power this has, it could knock paint off a wall! Sure enough, I hit the switch,and the familiar buzzing sound was wafting through my bedroom. Eyes closed in happiness, I rode each small wave,getting closer,closer to that final body shaking moment, when all of a sudden, the speed started to s l o w way down....and finally stopped, just as the BIG crescendo was advancing!!!!! OMG!!! I didnt want to fumble around looking for the charger, so grabbed a battery vibe, knocking off several things on my night table. This offered a few weak vibrations, and it too came to a useless little flutter. DAMN!!!! I tossed that one aside, and took charge of the ending myself. It wasnt the same shaking, tsunami ending I had wanted, but hey, in a storm right? Today I changed the batteries and have Mr. paint blaster charging all day. Tonight there will be NO mishaps!!!!!
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25 Reasons I owe my Mother
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Posted:Sep 1, 2009 7:24 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2010 5:34 am
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This was sent to me and I just had to pass it on. I think I have said all 25 at some point!!!! Enjoy!
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE .
> 'If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished
>cleaning.'
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> 2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
> 'You better pray that will come out of the carpet.'
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> 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL .
> 'If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of
>next week!'
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> 4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
> ' Because I said so, that's why.'
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> 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC .
> 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going
>to the store with me.'
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> 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
> 'Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident.'
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> 7. My mother taught me IRONY
> 'Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about.'
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> 8.. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
> 'Shut your mouth and eat your supper.'
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> 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM .
> 'Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!'
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> 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA.
> 'You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone.'
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> 11. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
> 'This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it.'
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> 12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
> 'If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!'
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> 13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE .
> 'I brought you into this world, and I can take you out.'
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> 14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
> 'Stop acting like your father!'
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> 15. My mother taught me about ENVY.
> 'There are millions of less fortunate in this world who don't
>have wonderful parents like you do.'
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> 16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
> 'Just wait until we get home.'
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> 17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING .
> 'You are going to get it when you get home!'
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> 18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
> 'If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that
>way.'
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> 19. My mother taught me ESP.
> 'Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?'
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> 20. My mother taught me HUMOR.
> 'When that lawn mower cuts off your foot, don't come running to me.'
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> 21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT .
> 'If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up.'
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> 22. My mother taught me GENETICS.
> 'You're just like your father.'
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> 23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS.
> 'Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?'
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> 24. My mother taught me WISDOM.
> 'When you get to be my age, you'll understand.'
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> 25. And my favorite: My mother taught me about JUSTICE
> 'One day you'll have , and I hope they turn out just like you.'
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Went away and fell in love!!!!!
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Posted:Aug 25, 2009 7:39 am
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2009 2:40 pm
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Had a fabulous weekend up in Maine seeing the beaches, high surf and gorgeous homes!!! My friend and I shopped the Kittery Outlets, had some nice seafood, swam in the pool and spent time on the beach. We decided next year we are coming up for one week, and we gathered names of places we liked. The winner is a place in Wells right on the beach!!! Perfect! So who did I fall in love with? Well, it was Maine coast itself!!! If I could move there, I would in a heartbeat. I mean it has so many beautiful places, and OMG, hot sexy men!!!! Sigh.
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Headin Eastward!!!!!
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Posted:Aug 19, 2009 1:23 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2009 4:45 pm
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Finally after a long winter, I will be heading to York Beach this weekend. Along with my good lady friend, we plan to relax, swim, shop and eat lobster!!! I havent been on any vacation for years (always working) and I am sooooo looking forward to getting away!!! Two nights of R&R!! I never get enough of the ocean, especially the Maine beaches. What I wouldn't do to get to spend my summers there...most anything!!!! LOL. Of course looking at sexy men in bathing suits makes the view even better!!!!!
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Headin Eastward!!!!!
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Posted:Aug 19, 2009 10:29 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2010 5:36 am
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Finally after a long winter, I will be heading to York Beach this weekend. Along with my good lady friend, we plan to relax, swim, shop and eat lobster!!! I havent been on any vacation for years (always working) and I am sooooo looking forward to getting away!!! Two nights of R&R!! I never get enough of the ocean, especially the Maine beaches. What I wouldn't do to get to spend my summers there...most anything!!!! LOL. Of course looking at sexy men in bathing suits makes the view even better!!!!!
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Balls and Ass
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Posted:Aug 6, 2009 1:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2010 5:37 am
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imageOUCH!!!! Now this is a real pain in the ass!!!
So today I started to think why we reference balls and ass when tslking about anger or hard work. For example:
Burns my ass
Chaps my ass
Frosts my ass
Bust my ass
Ass ache
Pain in my ass
Asshole
or
Balls to the wall
Balls of steel
Who decided asses are noted for something negative while the balls get all the credit for hard work? I know I left out many expressions here, so if YOU have any to contribute, please do!!!
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Looking for some wood!
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Posted:Sep 11, 2008 2:28 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2010 5:40 am
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 Thats right...I need wood, or woods to be exact. See I am now on Southern Charms (SC2) and have been doing a ton of pictures. My photographer, the well known french man Jacques, has extended his stay in the USA to continue working with me. That alone is an honor.
We have been taking these pictures inside, using various backdrops. Before the weather becomes too cold, I would like to get some in a secluded wood setting. Of course many would be without clothes. If anyone has or knows a place where I won't get arrested when I bend over lol let me know. You might like to join in the fun as well
I love the modeling and doing these pictures for Southern Charms. The email has been awesome and I enjoy hearing all the nice comments and requests.
So guys, show me the wood!!!!! lol
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Summer is made for fucking!!!
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Posted:Jun 10, 2008 7:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2010 5:41 am
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I love summer time and sex especially in my ac room. It makes me get wet and crave some BIG hot, sexy men. I am a woman that needs her pussy taken care of a lot!!!!!!
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