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The Sparkling Jewel~  

sparklinghooters 53F  
61 posts
11/20/2019 9:59 pm
The Sparkling Jewel~


DISCLAIMER ~ ALT LIKES TO BUTCHER GRAMMAR AND OMIT WORDS, THE ORIGINAL IN IT'S ENTIRETY IS POSTED AS FIRST COMMENT~

“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”
― Anaïs Nin

“I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.”
― Anais Nin

I previously wrote the following about 2 months ago~

I want to fit the desires of my Sir
I want to try new things, to be trained to be His personal slut.
I want my limits respected yet to be a stepping path to something more.
I want to be under the control of my Sir, to submit to him in totality.
I want to trust Him with no concern, no harm to me emotionally or physically.
I want a passion deeper than the ocean.
I want to surrender in a complete power exchange.
I want to be His, owned, loved, preferred, cherished, His muse.
I want to not have to want these things.
i want to be all this. To Him, my Sir.

i was asked to pen my thoughts about my goals as a submissive/slave as well as thoughts and desires for my future path~

Maybe the path isn't so much about becoming anything. Maybe it's about un-becoming what i was never meant to be in the first place. The layers that cover me of what the world says i should be, what my family and church says i should be, need to become unsheathed and expose me in my rawness and genuineness.

I have already started the path to a healthier version of the submissive i am suppose to be~ i am feeding my brain by reading everything i can get my hands on about being a desired and cherished submissive. My soul is full of love and support~ so what is left?

The unveiling~ each new adventure unveils more of my true self as i shed the layers that bind me, only to seek the ropes and chains that will set me free~

I am a diamond in the rough ~ a sparkling magical creature that with the right guidance and nourishment, will un-become the worldly one and emerge as the sparkling jewel in her submissiveness that she is meant to be~

sparklinghooters 53F  
25 posts
11/20/2019 10:00 pm

“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”
― Anaïs Nin

“I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.”
― Anais Nin

I previously wrote the following about 2 months ago~

I want to fit the desires of my Sir
I want to try new things, to be trained to be His personal slut.
I want my limits respected yet to be a stepping path to something more.
I want to be under the control of my Sir, to submit to him in totality.
I want to trust Him with no concern, no harm to me emotionally or physically.
I want a passion deeper than the ocean.
I want to surrender in a complete power exchange.
I want to be His, owned, loved, preferred, cherished, His muse.
I want to not have to want these things.
i want to be all this. To Him, my Sir.

i was asked to pen my thoughts about my goals as a submissive/slave as well as thoughts and desires for my future path~

Maybe the path isn't so much about becoming anything. Maybe it's about un-becoming what i was never meant to be in the first place. The layers that cover me of what the world says i should be, what my family and church says i should be, need to become unsheathed and expose me in my rawness and genuineness.

I have already started the path to a healthier version of the submissive i am suppose to be~ i am feeding my brain by reading everything i can get my hands on about being a desired and cherished submissive. My soul is full of love and support~ so what is left?

The unveiling~ each new adventure unveils more of my true self as i shed the layers that bind me, only to seek the ropes and chains that will set me free~

I am a diamond in the rough ~ a sparkling magical creature that with the right guidance and nourishment, will un-become the worldly one and emerge as the sparkling jewel in her submissiveness that she is meant to be~


tinydancer59 60F  
30 posts
11/20/2019 10:47 pm

You are woman


SeriouslyHung32 41M
18 posts
11/21/2019 1:41 am

that's quite a statement! I'm intrigued by your viewpoints. especially those about leading.


Love2eatpussy338 32M
50 posts
11/21/2019 2:21 am

Ok


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