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Caught in a Dilemma  

suculent_spot 49F
82 posts
6/17/2020 8:01 pm
Caught in a Dilemma

So, about roughly 6 years ago I ended a Master/slave relationship. It was a hard choice to make, simply because I felt as though I was heavily invested in it. However, I chose to end it because I was becoming a bit too emotionally involved, and he had wanted nothing more other than to be a Master to me, and another. I could not put myself through that at that time, so it was ended quite abruptly. At that point of time I took a leave of absence from sex in general for 3 years (1 year each that I was in a relationship with him). Long story short, I have tried my hardest to stay away from any form of Dom/sub relationship since. I had been happy with that choice.

However, lately I have been desiring to take that path yet again. I am learning that my initial Master may have not been the most suitable Master, and that there is way more than the hunger to satisfy His sexual desire. Do not get me wrong, I enjoyed the hell out of that part. It was all about Him and His needs, and the only true need I was satisfying was the need to please Him. Through conversations with a couple different Dom’s I am learning I was trained well, but wrong if that sounds right. I guess you can say that since learning this, my desires are awakening within to be that submissive, I have shelved for years. That I owe it to myself to explore a proper Dom/sub relationship, and to be treated as a true submissive.

I am finding that it is ever so easy to get caught up in the roleplay here online, but to move it to the real world, I often question myself if I have it within me to follow suite. To let go of past experiences and learn the traits and pleasures of being a true submissive. The body quivers, the mind yearns, the thoughts captivate, the experiences rejuvenate, the soul starves…

To all those who read this, please understand that this is NOT an open invitation to offer yourself as a Dom. Thank you in advance for understanding.

CleavageFan4U 63M  
63614 posts
6/18/2020 6:12 am

Best wishes on the explorations.

Can't wait to read the stories!!

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