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tamaloa_aulelei 45M  
60 posts
9/21/2020 5:56 pm
Break time.

I'm only taking a break because AdultFriendFinder is bringing bad memories and making me frustrated.

There are traumatic heartbreaks in my past. I've touched two of them in my blog. A third I won't even touch.

My wife had to divorce because she was too painfully jealous of . Being married a broke<b> college </font></b>student she could handle, but not the coeds around . She knew I never cheated her, ever. She moved back Roseville live with her mother.

I hitckhiked back and forth between Kalamazoo and Roseville see her the weekends until summer break. I remember standing at the interchange of I94 and I69 in the freezing rain, thinking that I would rather die than give . After the semester ended I moved back Warren, and I saw her every day that summer and we had a torrid love affair until the day she decided go through with the divorce.

I shouldn't ever think about that.

The next one was worse. I followed her across Europe, and again the other side of the planet, Samoa, her invitation. in vain. I had find out from her father that she was neurotically promiscuous. She would pick two or guys at a time from adult movie theaters as a . She cheated constantly with random lovers in gangbangs. I never knew. And it gets worse. She destroyed her own family. Some of it is in my blog.

I shouldn't ever think about that.

I know that the love of a good woman would make it go away, but I don't happen have one available. I am not weak, but I do need some time adjust.
Drug thy memories, lest thou learn it, lest thy heart be put proof,
In the dead unhappy night, and when the rain is the roof.

Thou shalt hear the "Never, never," whisper'd by the phantom years,
And a song from out the distance in the ringing of thine ears;

And an eye shall vex thee, looking ancient kindness on thy pain.
Turn thee, turn thee on thy pillow. Get thee to thy rest again.


author51 57F
104314 posts
9/22/2020 1:36 am

There is someone for everyone and I sincerely hope you find the woman of your dreams that is meant for you and you for her.xoxo

One can never have enough JOY in their life.


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