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Dual Identity...  

wetnready284 36F
17 posts
10/28/2006 11:51 am

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Dual Identity...

Well...here I am...a member of an adult personals site. I'm 22, educated, responsible, relatively good looking (I don't want to sound conceited)...and I'm fun. I have a million responsibilites, always have--and I don't think that will ever change. But...beneath the facade of the seemingly 'perfect' , sister, niece, grandchild, student, friend (etc.) is a whole different person...
If anyone needs anything, they call me...I'm the go-to girl, and I take pride in balancing everyone's needs...but I never seem to get around to my own. The fact that I was compelled to join this site tells me something. I love sex. I mean, who doesn't? But...I haven't been in a relationship for over a year now (it was a 2 yr relationship), I just moved, I just graduated from college...and I've just been so busy, I've ignored the inner 'me'. The 'me' that is DYING to get out...the 'me' that if the people that depend on me for everything knew about they'd shudder and hang their heads in shame. So, I'll continue on catering to them all...trying to calm the storm within me (not very successfully though)...and preserve my two identities--the devoted outer me who cares too much about everyone...and the sex-crazed me that lurks inside... I'm telling you--I could be sitting at home having lunch with my sister or something mundane like that, and I'll just get this urge... and it's so strong I HAVE to have a release...my body just tells me...you need to have an orgasm right NOW...then I'll go take care of that, and rejoin my sister while she has no clue...

earth2adam4u 56M
108 posts
10/28/2006 3:34 pm


wetnready284 36F
11 posts
10/28/2006 7:25 pm

Ha...now you're going to have me wondering about my sister... and I'm not sure that's something I want to wonder about......lol, but thanks SO much...

hotrod352006 70M  
555 posts
10/28/2006 9:51 pm

Serious and funny at the same time. Cool. Don't let the world weigh you down, though, Easy to take on the cares of everyone else and make yourself tense. You don't have to be responsible or in control all the time (where did you line up in the birth order?). It's nice to feel needed but not to the point of being mentally and physically overwhelmed. Well, it's nice to feel physically overwhelmed in a good way.
Take care,

wetnready284 36F
11 posts
10/28/2006 10:06 pm

Thanks...I'm trying to work on the whole superhero complex I have going...=] I just have one sister, and I'm the oldest...but I think I've always been more like a parent to her...so it's hard to take it easy sometimes...

Xeryien 55M
1448 posts
10/30/2006 8:50 pm

Hey WnR, welcome to blogland - glad to see some people out in Polk County represent themselves for a change!

I know what you are talking about - most people here seem to live the 'double lives' with the incredible urges and passions that drive them - yet on the outside we are as plain jane vanilla as everyone else...

You got lucky by finding TASA fairly quickly - they have some damn good get togethers and people look out for each other - I've been with them going on a year or so now, and they are a great bunch to day the least...
Anyway - welcome aboard and post often!

breastman20 67M  
150 posts
8/29/2008 10:03 pm

Its one heck of a balanceing act aint it?..

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