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My battles with raging hormones, too much of a sex drive, and not enough of an outlet...
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Mmmm...I'm back...=]
Posted:Mar 28, 2007 10:57 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2019 8:26 am

Hey, everyone! It's been a while since I last posted an entry. I guess I just haven't been inspired enough to write. That's changed now, because I've actually been away from the site for about a month, while my laptop was being repaired...and let me tell you, it feels good to be back!!
For some reason, I have all this pent up sexual energy as of late. I didn't realize how dire my situation was until I logged into my account and started reading all the emails that had piled up and was dripping wet and aching for some relief by the time I got through the first few messages and pictures I was sent...
:sigh:...I missed all the excitement...here's hoping I never have a computer problem again!

WANTED:Male Attention
Posted:Nov 7, 2006 8:03 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2012 9:46 am

I'm sure I'm not the only person out there that feels like a loser without getting any attention from the opposite sex. A few weeks ago, I frequented this site habitually...at least every hour. I couldn't just sit idly by while messages were piling up in my inbox...when people were waiting for a response. Things have changed drastically since then. I met someone--rather...someone that I like has shown interest in me and he's occupied my thoughts, so I haven't really been coming on to this site as much as I was before.
What does that say about me? I'm dependent... my self-esteem is probably low. It bothers me that my happiness is conditional...if there's a guy in my life and I have someone to look forward to, I'm the happiest person there is. But, I dread those days when there's no one around... when I try and shake the ghosts of my past with no success. I hate that I miss having someone lay in bed with me...not just for sex...but for intimacy. It must be crazy for me to be a member of this site and say I miss that...I guess I just wish I was like most other people here...carefree enough to let go...to just act without thinking too much... to have a no-strings relationship. Maybe I have too many romantic notions to be so free...I don't know. It could also be because I'm young and naive...Blahhh... =/
All it takes is one touch...
Posted:Oct 30, 2006 8:55 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2012 9:47 am

Don't you just love sexually charged situations?? I'm not talking about when you're so horny you want to throw yourself at strangers at a Lowes (who would do that anyways!??)... I mean those one-on-one encounters with someone where you're instantly attracted. The slight, deliberate touches, the awkward glances...your racing heart...I mean...it's just amazing... Simple things that normally wouldn't do anything for you send your blood rushing...I've had quite a few moments like that, that still make my pulse quicken. One situation actually led to the most amazing, sensual kiss I've ever had--it was if my lips had a million receptors and he touched every single one, while others have led to--well...frustration. No matter, though. To me, the uninhibited exhilaration is satisfaction enough...no matter what the outcome.
I swear sometimes I feel like a guy...
Posted:Oct 28, 2006 10:02 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2012 9:47 am

Okay, so today I had to go to Lowes to pick up a few things for my house. I don't know what happened...but that 'inner me' I spoke of in my first post was up to no good! It was like a switch went off inside of me and I felt like a guy. What I mean is...men are usually ridiculed for being dumbfounded by a pair of boobs or something else that turns them on about the opposite sex. Stereotypically they lose their train of thought and are basically left with their tounges wagging. (I'm not saying that it's true...), but that's how I felt. Walking around the store I kept seeing all these men...older men, younger men around my age...and I just started daydreaming... I often wondered what would happen if I just randomly went up to a guy and asked him to meet me in the back somewhere for an impromtu hot steamy anonymous hookup...=/ I couldn't help but stare...secretly watching them, wondering what they looked like undressed...wanting to just reach out and see what was beneath their pants...I could almost feel myself rubbing my hands up and down their bulge and getting excited over it growing under my touch... I had to rub my hands up and down my arms to try and get rid of the chill I felt from my wandering thoughts... I just wanted someone to read my mind--because I swear if someone had made eye contact I might have done anything at that moment... it's too bad that caulk and lumber and random shiny metal parts were wayyy more captivating to them at that moment...:sigh:...
Ugh...the worst part was when I was cashing out...there was a man in front of me and he smelled soooo good...he was clean cut, yet rugged and I'm pretty sure I was close to burning a hole into the back of his neck... the cashier noticed, and she looked at me funny, too...I nervously smiled and tried to act all cool...but let's just say I rushed home after that, completely forgetting that I was supposed to pick up a loaf of bread... =I
The moral of the story? Fellas, try to be more aware of your surroundings, no matter where you are--you never know when someone is d y i n g to connect...
Dual Identity...
Posted:Oct 28, 2006 11:51 am
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2012 9:47 am

Well...here I am...a member of an adult personals site. I'm 22, educated, responsible, relatively good looking (I don't want to sound conceited)...and I'm fun. I have a million responsibilites, always have--and I don't think that will ever change. But...beneath the facade of the seemingly 'perfect' , sister, niece, grandchild, student, friend (etc.) is a whole different person...
If anyone needs anything, they call me...I'm the go-to girl, and I take pride in balancing everyone's needs...but I never seem to get around to my own. The fact that I was compelled to join this site tells me something. I love sex. I mean, who doesn't? But...I haven't been in a relationship for over a year now (it was a 2 yr relationship), I just moved, I just graduated from college...and I've just been so busy, I've ignored the inner 'me'. The 'me' that is DYING to get out...the 'me' that if the people that depend on me for everything knew about they'd shudder and hang their heads in shame. So, I'll continue on catering to them all...trying to calm the storm within me (not very successfully though)...and preserve my two identities--the devoted outer me who cares too much about everyone...and the sex-crazed me that lurks inside... I'm telling you--I could be sitting at home having lunch with my sister or something mundane like that, and I'll just get this urge... and it's so strong I HAVE to have a release...my body just tells me...you need to have an orgasm right NOW...then I'll go take care of that, and rejoin my sister while she has no clue...

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