What's the ONE thing you would like to get for the holidays?
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Posted:Dec 4, 2017 3:15 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2017 12:05 am
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Ok I thought I would open this up for everyone to post on their one thing they would most like to get for the Holidays? Whether it be for Chanukah, Kwanza, or Christmas, or Festivus, whatever holiday you celebrate, if you could pick ONE thing and one thing only, no matter how extravagant it could be, AND...it can't be MONEY, DIAMONDS, GOLD, SILVER, etc...what would you want? And you wish for a 747 jumbo jet and then resell it for the cash either. I'm talking about something realistic you could use and want to have as a gift. Now if you want a diamond ring as a gift, that's acceptable, but you can't resell it.
A relationship? New shoes? A new car? A boat? A new computer? An IPhone X? Peace and quiet? I want to hear your one wish item, whether it be a gift given or something like peace on Earth goodwill toward man type of thing.
Post it and lets hear what you would like to get for the holidays!
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Ok...I'm not paying for the possibility of being with you.
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Posted:Nov 30, 2017 1:22 pm
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2017 10:20 am
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Alright...so there is a member here. No I will not say names or out this person. But I will say she is popular here and she cams a lot, has over 3000 + fans and...she lives somewhat close to me.
So I decided to say hello, introduce myself, and tell her how I thought she was attractive and that I wanted to see if the two of us could meet, since we were close and local to each other.
Her reply (when I asked her on her cam)...
"Sure, you we could, but I only get together with members of my fan club, which if you subscribe to it, we could POSSIBLY get together."
Ummm, yeah....but no thank you.
First off...I'm not a fan. I was legitimately asking if you would like to go out sometime. But then again, I was stupid enough for asking on her while she was on her cam. I should have instant messaged her instead.
Second...to become a fan club member, I have to pay 14.95 a month...to be a fan. Ummm, no. I don't have money to be dishing out when I got bills to pay, that would be irresponsible of me to do that when I have more pressing matters.
Finally...if I did that, then IF we POSSIBLY did get together, wouldn't that be in a sense...? Wouldn't I be paying you for the services? Look, I'm not turning my nose down on . If people want to pay for that, fine, no one is hurting anyone if both parties want to consent to that. But...that's just not me. I don't want to have to pay for sex. I never have. I'd rather it be special. That it mean something...shared between two people, intimate. And that's not saying it can't be if you pay for it, but to me, it cheapens things. I'd rather be with someone because they WANT to be with me for just ME being ME, and I want to be with them for who they are, not because I paid them for it.
Don't get me wrong. I have no beefs with . It's just that I don't want to pay for sex. And....I'm a cheap bastard. LOL! Ok, I'm kidding on that last part. Seriously though, I'd rather be with someone without paying for sex, and then use the money so we can go to dinner and the two of us can enjoy a nice meal. Or we go somewhere nice, like a show. And then we can enjoy ourselves and have a nice time, get to know each other. Develop a relationship. Not by paying for it, and then an hour or two later, be on my way and leave, feeling used. Because to me, that's how I would feel...that I not only used her, but I was used as well because I paid her for her time.
So with all due respect, but I just want to be with someone because they want to be with me. Not have to pay you for your time. That's just not me nor do I want to be like that.
So thank you...but no thank you. I will not be paying you to be a "FAN". That's another thing...why am I going to pay you to be a fan? Why would anyone want to pay someone else to be a fan? If I'm a fan, wouldn't you want that person to be your fan because of WHO YOU ARE? Not because I had to pay for the pleasure of being a fan? What kind of twisted logic is that? Which means if you are reading this blog, and you're a fan, should I be charging each and every one of you for the pleasure of reading my infinite wisdom and knowledge I drop into your lives? NO! You get the gift of Agent J for free my lovelies! LOL! (Ok, seriously, if I get anything out of my blog, entertainment, knowledge, laughter, wisdom, I would feel blessed from that alone, so if you get anything out of my blog, awesome, kudos for me, but honestly, I'm not banking on it.)
In short, no I'm not paying to be a fan. Now if you want to meet because you want to meet with me, to get to know me, awesome. But I'm not paying you to be a fan, I'm not paying you for your services to POSSIBLY meet you. Nuh uh, it's not happening, so sorry, do not pass Go, do not collect $200 dollars.
And that's all I have to say about that. Thanks for reading. Peace.
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Much more musings from Agent J...
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Posted:Nov 30, 2017 12:06 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2017 8:16 am
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- Day 2 with no porn. Haven't masturbated either. I'm feeling a tingle down there from time to time, but no real urge to do anything yet. If I make it to Day 30 without porn and masturbating, that first one is going to be massively huge.
- Been cooped up in the house. I had to get out yesterday and today to talk a walk.
- No new jobs popped up searching. Trying to stay positive, but when it's dead and it's the end of the year, no one is hiring at the moment. Applied for local stuff to try and keep busy. Even talked to the manager of one store, he looked at my resume and said there was no way he could hire me because I was too overqualified. Overqualified = You're going to leave the first chance you get and not give me a two week notice.
- Have the urge to set up even more Christmas lights around the house. I went outside and I just felt like we didn't have enough Christmas lights.
- My family moved up their family Christmas party to the 16th of December, so that they could celebrate Christmas with their families. No one in my family wants to be with each other when they have their own family for Christmas to deal with...it's kind of sad.
- Speaking of which, I need to figure out what to get for Christmas for my mom, my dad, my two nieces, some more stuff for my and my ex wife. I don't know why I'm buying stuff for my ex wife, but I'm buying it so that the can give it to her. Yet she hasn't bought me shit for Christmas in over 9 years.
- Need to figure out what to make for dinner tonight. I'm tired, so I'm thinking frozen pizza.
- I'm running out of Mio liquid enhancer. I prefer the orange, but I like the raspberry lemonade and grape. Trying to drink more water.
- This desk is filthy. I need to clean it.
Alright that's all I got.
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Kind of an up and down day today...
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Posted:Nov 28, 2017 9:08 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2017 7:17 am
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Well, day one of trying to feel better didn't work out as planned.
I got up early, got some rest, and decided to take a hour long hot bath to soak to deal with the pain. The bath really did help, but after the bath, I noticed the shower/bath area was a bit dirty, so I drained the tub after, and got to scrubbing and cleaning the tub and shower area. So I ran the shower while cleaning, got it nice and sparkly, and felt better as I got something small accomplished.
I then took care of some cleaning around the house, and I did a phone interview for a job today. While I think it went well, I later got a call back from the recruiter which said the guy felt that I didn't have quite enough experience for the job working as a Data Center Engineer. Plus the questions the interviewer had were fairly difficult and I tried to explain that if you give me enough time, I can be taught, but I guess he wanted someone with more experience so he wouldn't have to waste time training someone. I felt a bit bummed about it, but afterwards, I realized that the amount of experience he was asking for was a bit of a stretch as he wanted someone with multiple years of experience with Linux and Windows Servers systems, and I only have a small smattering of experience when it comes to that. I'm more of a technicial/mechanical type of guy, not a network type of guy. Which doesn't mean I don't know how, but just that it's my weaker side of things, and I was honest about it, and I guess he wanted someone more stronger with networking. The problem is for the money that he was offering, it should have been a LOT more if that's what he wanted. So....I guess it wasn't a total loss. Least I got the opportunity to interview out of 250 people which isn't bad.
Anyway, I tried to pick myself up from the loss of the job, and continued on. I got outside, walked the dog, which was nice to get out of the house for a change and I felt better getting out of the house. And after I got back, I washed the dishes and took out the trash and got some laundry done. So I felt like I got stuff accomplished today. I think the little things of me focusing on things to do today helped me feel a bit better about myself, and sometimes little goals can help move you along the way.
Finally, even though I wasn't supposed to be looking at porn today, ( I wanted to follow Heathen's advice and give myself 30 days without porn, which meant not being here to look at pictures ) I did feel some stirrings, which meant a bit of my libido has returned a bit. But I'm going to stick with it as much as possible so I can give myself a porn break. Gonna stay strong if I can.
Other than that...I'm burnt out, so I am planning on hitting the sack and getting to bed earlier tonight. Hopefully getting back to a routine will help.
Alright, that's all I got. Peace.
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Why I just want ONE woman...
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Posted:Nov 27, 2017 9:59 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2017 11:22 am
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Ok well, I am lying here, I would love two or three all at once, just ONE time. I don't know if I could ever handle a WMW or a WWWM situation, but man that would be fun to try...just once.
But back to why I seriously would love to have one solid woman to be with...
A little while back, I was involved in an open relationship with someone who was polyamorous. We started to get involved for a bit, and over some time, I developed feelings for her. However, I never got to interact with her main man, and over time, I felt as time when on, I was treated as "the other guy". Or the "break in case of loneliness" type of guy. Now, I never experienced this before, and to be blunt and honest here, I have always have tried to be with one woman at a time. The only time I wasn't when my marriage was completely on the rocks and I confided with other women. (Yes, I cheated. Not physically during the marriage, but mentally and emotionally on my wife, and yeah, it was wrong, I know this, but I felt that there was nothing left in the marriage when my wife showed little to no emotion within our marriage. But that's for another discussion.)
Anyway, back to the topic at hand. After a while, while I felt something for her, she however did not feel the same for me. And after some time, she developed another relationship with yet a third man. And that man took over, and she no longer had time for me. So we faded apart, and I haven't spoken to her since.
See, I know how women feel when other guys are involved with other women and there is no love reciprocated between them. I know that if I honestly could find that one special person, I would devote myself and my full time to her, if I found the RIGHT woman. But for now, I have no one. I know no one likes to be alone. Being lonely does hurt, and we all need someone. But it doesn't fully define me. It's taken me a while, but I can honestly say I do love myself, but I am searching for that one special someone that can help me fulfill my life and that we can share our lives together.
I don't need a bunch of women for one night stands. Or a couple of women to date. If I could find that one special someone, that's all. But I've done an open relationship. And being involved with someone that's married, well...that's tricky as hell. While I am not opposed to open relationships or being polyamorous, I just know it's not for me. I care too much about being with the people I am with. And I think...I'm greedy. I would need to be alone with that person. I don't think I could ever do a relationship with a man and a woman, because I'd be two greedy. And I think if it was the other way around, being involved with two women...well I know it might be fun for a bit, but I know deep in my heart, I'd probably favor one over the other and it might cause for a lot of drama down the road, which is most definitely what I do not need in my life right now.
Nope, I'm greedy. I just need that one special someone to devote myself with and that person could be with me.
Now...I just got to FIND her. THAT's the problem. LOL!
Ok, that's all I got for now. Thanks for reading. And hey...you got two blogs in one for today! BONUS for you!
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Ok, this is somewhat not too good...
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Posted:Nov 27, 2017 9:26 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2017 8:47 pm
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So today I was watching one of my favorite performers on cam, and I started to realize something...
She wasn't turning me on like I normally get when she's performing. I mean...there was zero turn on going on. No flag pole rising. No wood. My soldier was not standing at attention like normal.
Ever have that problem of where you love steak, but you end up eating it constantly and then you lose your love of steak? Well I think that's what happened. I think I'm burnt out on the steak.
Or what I hope it is not...I'm feeling depressed. I even tried swapping over to porn and I couldn't even get turned on. The last time I was depressed like this, I couldn't get hard and even porn didn't help. And of course, I don't have anyone in my life at the moment, so I think that's adding to my depression. Plus with the lack of light, the holidays approaching, and my body is really sore right now, I think I'm feeling the onset of depression right now.
Now I don't feel like killing myself. I'm being completely honest here, but I just feel...like...BLAH. I don't feel happy. I don't feel sad. I just feel....
NUMB.
Numb is the word I'm looking for. Right now, I just don't feel anything. Yesterday, I set up the Christmas lights and the tree, and I just did not feel anything then or now.
Plus I feel so tired. I know there is a lot of stress in my life at the moment. Right now I'm trying to get back to work, but with no work right now, no one in my life that I can be with emotionally, and with my money situation is very tight, I just feel life is lacking at the moment.
I even tried to donate my time at a local food bank, and I know that there are people who are worse off than I am at the moment. I swear, I'm trying to focus on that there are people who are worse off than I am, and I'm trying to count my blessings, but when I focus my attention on those people, it makes me even more depressed.
I'm not sure how to even combat this right now.
To make matters worse, I tried talking to someone here on chat yesterday, and right in the middle of the chat, she ghosted me, and just went silent. I felt like shit. Which made today even worse.
Does anyone have any constructive suggestions on what I can do to help?
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Ok I can't believe I have to make this post, but here it is anyways...
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Posted:Nov 25, 2017 11:58 pm
Last Updated:Nov 26, 2017 4:38 pm
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Ok, not trying to out any guys here or post down which guy just messaged me. But I just have to say this so it can be said...
If there are any gay men or who think I am gay and you get a message from AdultFriendFinder saying that I viewed your profile or that I flirted with you, THAT IS AdultFriendFinder doing this. NOT ME.
In no way am I a homosexual, have homosexual tendencies, or want homosexual sex from men.
NOW...
Let me say this. In no way am I bashing homosexual men. Far from it. While I am not interested in homosexual sex with men, that does not mean that I don't have gay friends, nor do I support your rights for the LGBT community. I've worked in gay clubs as a DJ in the past. My nephew is homosexual and I support him and his choice to be homosexual. So homosexuality does not scare me nor offend me. But I've gotten messages in the past from homosexual men who recently have said that I viewed their profile or flirted with them.
THAT IS NOT THE CASE and that is AdultFriendFinder using my profile to keep other people on so that they can say that I was interested in them when in fact I am not.
My profile now specifically states that I am only here for women only. So with that said, if you are a homosexual man and it states that I viewed your profile or flirted with you, that is AdultFriendFinder using my profile in a way in which I specifically have stated I am strictly interested in WOMEN ONLY. I mean absolutely no offense to homosexual men, and I wish you the best of luck in your search for whatever you are looking for, however, it's not me you are looking for and in no way am I viewing men's profiles in any way, shape or form.
I do however, in the past have posted in the past on certain people's blogs, whether you be a man, woman, transsexual, or couple's BLOGS to reply on interesting topics and to reply back in meaningful conversations in the past. But people's profiles? Only women's profiles.
So hope that clears things up a bit, but unfortunately, it's a sad state of affairs that I even have to post this because AdultFriendFinder is using my profile in a manner which is not what I have intended it to be used for in that manner.
I wish they would not do that, but hey...now you know it's most definitely not me doing this. Sorry guys, I just love women, plus I am captivated by the power of the P.
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Want to throw a warning out there for everyone...
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Posted:Nov 25, 2017 5:43 pm
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2017 9:26 pm
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Ok, so...
I'm at home right. Bored on a Saturday night, watching movies, just chilling. Suddenly I get friended on Facebook by someone. I accept, not thinking too much into this. I say hello. Suddenly a few seconds later, I get a message on FB Messenger asking to chat. Sure enough, it's the person I just added. And she's hot, she's 27, and she's saying hello back. Ok...normally...this is bit....odd. Something struck me as weird, but this is Facebook. There is a lot of weird out there. We chat for a bit, and she says "can I ask a direct question?"
I say "Sure. Shoot."
"I'd like to put on a little show for you, but I want you to keep this a secret between us, ok?"
"What do you mean, a show?"
"A sexy show, just for you."
"Sure, why not?"
Sure enough, she's in bed, wearing a bikini. And...there is something wrong with the voice, because she says her microphone won't work. But she can hear me, she says. Ok, now the little voice inside my big head is going "Something is wrong with this..." but the little head is going "Yeah! WHOOOOOOO!!!!" as she's taking off her top and bottom. So, the little head is overruling the big head at the moment. And it's been a while since I've seen a good show. But the big head is screaming in the background going "Hey pay attention here! Something is not right with this!"
So she's putting on her show, and she types "Why don't you show me your cock so we can both enjoy each other?" Of course, big head says "Dude, you don't even KNOW this person!" And little head is closing the door and big head is getting muffled screaming behind the door something. Right now...my pants are around my ankles and I'm warming up the lotion to get ready to spank away when...
I NOTICE THAT she is still typing, yet she has both hands around a dildo, playing with herself. Suddenly big head screams loud enough to where I realize...HOW in the HELL is she typing when she has both hands on a dildo jamming it inside of her and she's 6 feet away from the keyboard???
Now my big head is screaming "DANGER!!! DANGER Will Robinson, DANGER!!!" For those of you who are old and get the Lost in Space reference, +1 point for you. You get a cookie.
So my face changes from this is cool to "WTF" in a microsecond and I say "how the fuck are you typing with both hand on a dildo..."
Folks, I didn't even finish the sentence when the connection of the video feed cuts off and she says "Ooops, something must have lagged on the video feed." Do you want to me to show again, but I want to see jack off for me, cause it really turns mi on?"
Ok, broken English and bad grammar? Yeah, something is most definitely rotten in Demark and now I'm glad big head was in the back screaming at me to pay attention and luckily I was. It was just too many red flags jumping out saying something is just not right here.
So guys and gals, pay attention because it looks like there is a new Facebook scam going on here in which people want to see if they can see you and I have no clue for what purpose it was for...whether it was to record my cock on video, or use it for blackmail purposes, or it was just a gay guy trying to get his jollies using a woman's cam video, or a couple using this to get off...I don't know. But something was just not right about it.
So if someone tries to friend you on Facebook and you don't know them, think twice about it. Now I'm not saying to not friend anyone on Facebook, but think before you do it. If they all of a sudden start asking you questions and then it leads to stuff like this...you might want to think twice before doing anything. And most importantly...PAY ATTENTION TO THE BIG HEAD!
Thanks for reading. You have been warned.
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Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!
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Posted:Nov 22, 2017 7:37 pm
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2017 10:49 pm
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I haven't been on too much this week. I was getting a bit depressed this week. But I feel a bit better today, so I wanted to stop by and say that I hope that everyone here has a happy and wonderful Thanksgiving, and most importantly, a safe one! Please remember that if you are drinking this holiday to make sure to be safe and have a designated driver so you can make it home safe and sound. Also, please make sure to be more alert as there are people who will not heed this warning and you want to be safe and secure on the ride home.
Thank you, and I will be enjoying my turkey with family! God bless!
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Moments of weakness...
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Posted:Nov 18, 2017 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2017 1:11 pm
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Look, I'm going to do a very un-guy thing here and fess up. Sometimes, I'm not strong like I want to be.
Today I took my to see Justice League today. I wanted to take both my and to see it, but she was working at home today making crafts to make some extra cash for the holidays.
After I brought my home, my texted me on the way home and asked me if I could get her a gingerbread house kit and some crafts at a store today. Because I'm temporarily out of work at the moment, funds are very tight right now. So I had to unfortunately tell her no, because I couldn't do it. I barely had enough for gas to get home as it was.
It's not easy being in a tough situation like this, and after she asked, it broke my heart because I've always want to provide for her, get her the things she needs, and this was one time I couldn't pull through for her. You'll have to excuse me on this for a second...
(composing myself)
When I divorced my ex, it wasn't easy or pretty or simple. The worst was seeing my and the effect it had on her in her life. It's not been easy. The worst is that I try to be there for her when I can, but my ex doesn't make it easy for me to be a part of her life. I'm lucky I can spend time with my when I can, because she has full custody of the .
Anyway, the situation being as it is now, when I couldn't get it for her, and realizing that I'm not in the best of shape at the moment, it really hit me hard. I had to pull off to the side of the road after I left their house, and I broke down, crying.
Yes, you heard my right. Me, a grown man, crying, and admitting it. You see, I'm not a proud man. I can admit when things are tough, it hits me. Sometimes when I'm with other people, I have to put on the brave face and suck it up. But afterwards, when I'm by myself, it's hard not to cry. Men are told to "MAN UP" or 'suck it up, be a man! No tears!" but I don't want to live a life like that. If something effects me, it hurts. I'm not going to sit there and lie about it. But some guys here will say "What's the matter bitch? That hurt? Too bad for you!" or they will make fun of a guy that cries or gets emotional. I'd rather be honest with my feelings than lie about them. And yeah, admitting that here is tough, because some men laugh at a guy like me for admitting that I'm emotional. That doesn't mean I'm not strong when I need to be, but it's just that...men have feelings too. But some men like to pretend they are emotionless bricks, strong and tough. But deep down, we hurt. And I'll be blunt, admitting it here, scares me a bit because there are some people here who feed off of that pain and hurt and misery and love to laugh at a person's sorrow. They want others to feel like shit so that they can feel good about themselves. So admitting that here, it's a bit scary. But as I said before, this blog isn't about the people reading it or entertaining them. This blog...it's for me.
Honestly I would love to be stronger. And in a better shape than I am right now. And yeah, I think I'm working hard to get myself back working again, back on track, and get back to normal. I've always been a fighter, even though most of the fighting is mental, emotional, and spiritual.
After I cried and broke down today, I took some time to pray to God to get my head straight, and after a while it worked to calm me down and center me so that I could clear my head and get my head back into the game. It wasn't easy, but I felt better.
Look, am I weak? Does that make me look weak to you? Maybe. But I don't care really. I want to be stronger. I want to be healthy, physically, mentally emotionally and spiritually. It's never been easy for me but I'll keep fighting. I hope things in the future do get better. But for now, it's an uphill battle. But I gotta keep going. It's all I know how to do.
Thanks for reading. Peace.
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Looks like another quiet weekend for the most part...
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Posted:Nov 17, 2017 4:32 pm
Last Updated:Nov 17, 2017 7:17 pm
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Well tonight I've got no plans.
Tomorrow, I see my and I take him to go and see Justice League tomorrow. That should be fun at least to enjoy it, but they say it's a stinker. We'll see. Least my is excited to see it.
And Sunday, maybe I watch the Bears, maybe not. And then watch the Walking Dead Sunday night.
Other than that, it's a quiet weekend. And that's not a bad thing, but honestly, I wish I had more to look forward to right now. At the moment, I did a bit of Christmas shopping for the , but because things are quiet and money is tight, I really can't be spending money to go out and do a bunch of things. And being cooped up in the house with this rain, it really doesn't help any.
I wish I had someone where I could talk to and spend some time with, and while sex would be nice, you know, I'd be perfectly happy just spending some time with someone and getting to know them. Talk to them. Enjoy their company. I mean, what's wrong with that?
As of now, Craig's is a bust now. 90 percent of the posts there are fake on the casual encounters or the M4W sections. And it's not me just looking for sex. I have been trying to get people's attention even for dating, but no one replies back.
So for right now...I'm bored silly. I've already done my laundry, cleaned the house, the dishes are done, walked the dog, and it's already a quiet night with nothing much to do.
What do you do to past the time when it's a slow weekend and you can't talk to anyone, cooped up in the house?
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Posted:Nov 16, 2017 12:01 pm
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2017 9:51 pm
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Just wanted to say I see you sent a message, but please note I'm a STANDARD member, thus I can't read messages here. However, if you want, please repost your message at my PRIVATE MESSAGE BLOGPOST at the top of my blog. I will not approve it, thus it will not be seen by others. By I appreciate the gesture, and thank you for contacting me! 
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Ok, so Christmas is rapidly approaching...
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Posted:Nov 16, 2017 10:36 am
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2017 12:21 pm
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Yeah yeah, it's not even Thanksgiving yet. I know, right? Trust me, I'm a firm believer of trying to ignore the stores pushing Christmas down our throats, but now that Thanksgiving is a week away, I can't ignore it any longer. I know some people, like myself get affected by SAD, and trust me, it's real. SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) is when some people have had either traumatic events happen to them during the holiday season, like a recent death in the family that happens around the holidays or dealing with the stress of life around the holidays can make people feel depressed, lonely and alone, stressed out or just effect them mentally and emotionally. Sure the holidays are a good time, but things can trigger them, like the shortness of the daytime light.
Now before some of you go, "Oh if you are effected and triggered by SAD, maybe you should just "MAN UP" or "get a backbone, you weak person you."
NO. Just NO. Depression is real, and for you to say that is wrong. Other people are different than you, so why would you have less sympathy for what others have to cope with? Have you walked a mile in their shoes, felt what they have felt, dealt with what they have had to deal with? No, you haven't. So instead of being unsympathetic to others, understand not everyone deals with things the same thing.
OK, with that said, for people with SAD...it can be treated and dealt with. Light therapy helps, staying in brightly lit areas, as well as talking to your doctor if possible about going on temporary anti-depressants that might help. But ultimately, if you feel effected by SAD, check with your doctor to advise help.
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On a related note, since Christmas is right around the corner, I have to start shopping for my . And while things are tight this year, I'm going to do my best to help them get what they want.
But to be honest...I started thinking about myself. I never get what I want for Christmas, but I pray to God my one wish is to find someone as kinky as me, who has a large sex drive, and ultimately will be the last person I ever have to search for here. Unless she's bi, then I might be open to letting her play a bit as long as we can enjoy that person together. BUT....I still haven't found her yet, so...hopefully I can find the right woman someday soon. But if that can't happen, maybe I can get a scratch off lottery ticket for a million bucks? LOL!
I never get what I want for Christmas.  But, when life gets you down, you gotta keep plugging away people. I got to believe somewhere down the road, life will cut me a really good break. And that's the best advice I can give for this Christmas. No matter what happens, no matter if you are poor, or life gets you down, you gotta keep taking the hits, keep plugging away, keep fighting and most importantly...KEEP LIVING. Do not give up on life. Please...don't give up. And if you feel that life is getting you down, and you want to end it all, and you've read this...by all means...contact me. Leave me a private message (VIA MY PRIVATE MESSAGES at the top of my blog here, because I can't read messages sent here, I am a STANDARD MEMBER here), and talk to me. I will be more than happy to talk to you and be there for you.
With that said, hang in there! God bless, and peace unto you.
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