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broken  If there were but world enough and time. That’s a line on my profile from when I started her a million years ago. I was trying to leave someone behind me, kick up some dust in the rearview mirror with no idea what I wanted except freedom and no boundaries. I grew up in the 60’s. I was a very angry woman. A woman who claimed to be free, chained to the circumstance that had stolen my virginity. So I became a woman who took men apart. I seemed a lovely young thing. A sexy little kitten. A naïve sweetie. I was whatever you wanted. Nods. Twisting men into toys within a week, smoking a cigarette while they pounded away. How cold I was, how crude. They wanted me all the more for it. I despised them all. I was saved……then I was broken. Then saved, broken again…… another time. I married, had a . I loved in another way. My husband left, unable to understand and still love. I made my life my . Poor baby. Until I was broken again, I thought I could have more. Hope was my folly. Now I know what I am allowed to have. i am allowed to have myself. Perhaps, if I am very lucky, i am allowed to have someone else. My is my best thing. My truest thing. I am becoming a true thing as well. It’s not easy to get there, is it? My is my heart. My work was my salvation. Words are a song I get to sing now that I remember how. It wasn’t until I surrendered that I could breathe. Laughter, tears, they come to me like rain comes in the summer…….. a storm of unexpected cleansing. My body…….welcomes love, stronger every day for the sheer ecstasy of desire, need, want. You cannot conceive the many without the one. |
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I think I'm slowly getting it it! You're a 60s child. Am I getting it or not?  
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tough week. can you tell? snork You cannot conceive the many without the one.
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Powerful post. I'm still broken, I don't think I will ever heal really. But you have come a long way...I'm happy for you
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"My body…….welcomes love, stronger every day for the sheer ecstasy of desire, need, want." This is why I watch you. I love that sentence and the thought expressed. kk The observant make the best lovers, I may not do right, but I do write, I have bliss, joy, and happiness in my life, Kitkat Come check out my blog KItkat1415 check out this post by me Adventures In Body Grooming #39 April Topic Link: What Lies Beneath If April Showers Oh Bloody Hell What Kind Of Weather Turns Me On Bloggers Symposium 40
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A very tough week.. I hope this one will be better for you. You express yourself beautifully .. keep going.. we are listening hugss V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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Goodness, just, goodness..........
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Experiences can weigh your soul down heavier than any ball and chain. But freedom is available if you can get past the locks. Vive La Difference
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I don't think of you as broken. I think you're doing a good job of gluing yourself back together <3  
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When you break a bone, or a tree limb, sometimes it'll heal with a knot or a burl and be stronger than it was before. It'll be gnarly, but it'll be stout and have character.   Become a member now and get a free tote bag.
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Like a tenacious perennial flower, keep leaving seeds of rebirth and you will find love. There is plenty of it here to share with you (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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I think we all have broken bits and pieces that will never mend. 
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We are all humpty dumpty, but we DO manage to put ourselves back together again, over and over. Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale Her infinite variety. Other women cloy The appetites they feed, but she makes hungry Where most she satisfies. For vilest things Become themselves in her, that the holy priests Bless her when she is riggish. ~~ from Antony & Cleopatra
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