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wickedeasy 70F  
11008 posts
12/11/2016 1:13 pm
broken



If there were but world enough and time.

That’s a line on my profile from when I started her a million years ago. I was trying to leave someone behind me, kick up some dust in the rearview mirror with no idea what I wanted except freedom and no boundaries.

I grew up in the 60’s. I was a very angry woman. A woman who claimed to be free, chained to the circumstance that had stolen my virginity. So I became a woman who took men apart. I seemed a lovely young thing. A sexy little kitten. A naïve sweetie. I was whatever you wanted. Nods.

Twisting men into toys within a week, smoking a cigarette while they pounded away. How cold I was, how crude. They wanted me all the more for it. I despised them all.

I was saved……then I was broken. Then saved, broken again…… another time. I married, had a . I loved in another way. My husband left, unable to understand and still love. I made my life my . Poor baby. Until I was broken again, I thought I could have more. Hope was my folly. Now I know what I am allowed to have. i am allowed to have myself. Perhaps, if I am very lucky, i am allowed to have someone else.

My is my best thing. My truest thing. I am becoming a true thing as well. It’s not easy to get there, is it? My is my heart. My work was my salvation. Words are a song I get to sing now that I remember how. It wasn’t until I surrendered that I could breathe.

Laughter, tears, they come to me like rain comes in the summer…….. a storm of unexpected cleansing.

My body…….welcomes love, stronger every day for the sheer ecstasy of desire, need, want.

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


spunkycumfun 60M/65F  
36119 posts
12/11/2016 1:19 pm

I think I'm slowly getting it it! You're a 60s child. Am I getting it or not?


wickedeasy replies on 12/11/2016 1:24 pm:


you are so fucking right

wickedeasy replies on 12/11/2016 1:25 pm:
of course darlin'.........I did say that straight out so not sure you get points

wickedeasy 70F  
32407 posts
12/11/2016 1:24 pm

tough week. can you tell? snork

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


spankandsquirt20 41F
10332 posts
12/11/2016 1:28 pm

Powerful post. I'm still broken, I don't think I will ever heal really. But you have come a long way...I'm happy for you


wickedeasy replies on 12/12/2016 1:23 pm:
broken is hard.

you have to learn to trust and think of yourself as valuable. and how do you do that when you're broken. nods.

sometimes, if you are lucky, there are people that help you heal. but they can also break you again. that's why it's so hard to trust. nods

still, your blog shows you love and care. you give with a full heart.

KItkat1415 58F  
19979 posts
12/11/2016 1:37 pm

"My body…….welcomes love, stronger every day for the sheer ecstasy of desire, need, want."

This is why I watch you.
I love that sentence and the thought expressed.
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sweet_VM 62F
81037 posts
12/11/2016 2:32 pm

A very tough week.. I hope this one will be better for you. You express yourself beautifully .. keep going.. we are listening hugss V

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lindoboy100 57M
22104 posts
12/11/2016 3:39 pm

Goodness, just, goodness..........

Pull ma finger.........


BiggLala 48F  
28759 posts
12/11/2016 4:15 pm

Thank you!

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tickles4us 58M
7185 posts
12/11/2016 4:31 pm

Experiences can weigh your soul down heavier than any ball and chain. But freedom is available if you can get past the locks.

Vive La Difference


KtMnDu 68M
6214 posts
12/11/2016 4:38 pm

The fact that you let us in is not lost on me......

As others have said, Thank You!.....


smartasswoman 62F  
33329 posts
12/11/2016 6:00 pm

I don't think of you as broken. I think you're doing a good job of gluing yourself back together <3


kzoopair 69M/67F
25813 posts
12/11/2016 7:20 pm

When you break a bone, or a tree limb, sometimes it'll heal with a knot or a burl and be stronger than it was before. It'll be gnarly, but it'll be stout and have character.

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pocogato12 68F  
34095 posts
12/11/2016 9:43 pm

Like a tenacious perennial flower, keep leaving seeds of rebirth and you will find love. There is plenty of it here to share with you

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author51 57F  
99480 posts
12/12/2016 1:50 am



One can never have enough JOY in their life...


goodatpoetry2 70M
16561 posts
12/12/2016 6:58 am

I think we all have broken bits and pieces that will never mend.


christylovesfun 47F  
16853 posts
12/13/2016 4:47 pm

We are all humpty dumpty, but we DO manage to put ourselves back together again, over and over.

Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale
Her infinite variety. Other women cloy
The appetites they feed, but she makes hungry
Where most she satisfies. For vilest things
Become themselves in her, that the holy priests
Bless her when she is riggish. ~~ from Antony & Cleopatra


BiggLala 48F  
28759 posts
1/5/2017 1:21 pm

Unfortunately...or....fortunately, hope is still my folly.

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