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Posted:Feb 6, 2016 9:38 am
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2016 10:37 am

I am pretty sure I have done a similar post before, but posing does seem to make a big difference in how much I like any pic I post. Lately, my own vanity is showing a bit more. One of the above pics I have sucked in my stomach, the other I have not.

I know this is a silly thing. But what most people don't know about me is that I have always been thin. And by thin I mean under the average for my height and age. While most people think "why is that an issue", I have been teased about my weight (or lack there of) most of my life. A common line repeated to me by my own family was "you don't eat enough to keep a bird alive".

Now as I am getting older, I am finally hitting average weight. At the same time, it bugs me to see my "gut". I know it is petty, and I am in good health. Still, for years I have had this image of myself in my head and the reality is changing. Not a lot to be done about it, but still, I hate to admit that it bothers me.
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Domestic morning
Posted:Jan 31, 2016 9:20 am
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2016 4:15 pm

There is nothing overly sexy to my post this morning other than the bacon.

Thus far I have a load of laundry in the washer and a load in the dryer. I need to do the dishes yet. I decided Bacon was a good option for brunch. I bake it at 420 degrees for 10 minutes, flip it over and cook for another 10 minutes.

My wife decided to go to the beach this morning even though it is 40 degrees out. So I am left home to do the various chores. Another wonderful Sunday morning, I guess.
Gray Bra
Posted:Jan 30, 2016 11:48 am
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2016 7:20 am

The three pack of bras I bought had a white one, a black one and a gray one. I had White and black panties for the first two (see previous blogs), no no matching panties for the gray bra. So I took some pics without panties.

I keep reading about blogs being deleted. I have seen a number of blog posts that I watch and can't comment on. I can read it, hit the comment button, and then am told the blog is deleted. I have a few regulars to this blog I have not heard from lately and wonder if this might be part of the issue. I can only speculate at this point and hoe it is a glitch and not that I am losing readers.
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The Bi dilema
Posted:Jan 25, 2016 2:43 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2016 7:19 am

I am bisexual. Many people read this as being gay. I enjoy playing with women and men. I actually prefer women most of the time, but I enjoy playing with men as well. I see this topic come up in other blogs as guys feel they can't get laid because people only see them as gay. One person even posted that all the bi guys are friends with other men so it looks like we are all gay.

Well, I can't control who sends me friend requests. Honestly I don't accept all of the friend requests I get. If you have never talked to me and live in another country, I am not accepting a friend request. And finding guys to be friends or have sex with is much easier than a woman or a couple with a woman. So judging people on who is in their friend list seems strange to me.

Of course I cross dress too. Not all the time, but on occasion for some fun. For me it is not a lifestyle thing like it is for others. Lingerie for me is a sex toy. I know others do it for different reasons, which I am fine with. But judging people for why they do it or what you assume they do it for is pretty much worthless.

So in reading other blogs over the past week or two, I am a little surprised at the attitudes of some people. Well, I can't say surprised as I know people in general all too well, but perhaps I am just a little upset at how I see people treat each other in here some days.
I bought a bra
Posted:Jan 23, 2016 1:33 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2016 8:36 am

As anyone who reads this knows, I do some crossdressing. This is largely for my own enjoyment. While I have panties and lingerie, I never actually bought a bra before. I looked at them plenty of times, but I had no idea what would really be best for me. I tried on a few different ones before, but never bought my own.

I decided it was time to get one just because it had been a while since I bought anything new. I did some research online and figured I was a 34A. I ordered a cheap 3 pack off of Amazon just to see how they fit more than anything. There is a white, black and gray one in the pack. I think that they are a little tight, so I am not sure if I should have gone for a 36A or not. At the same time, I'm not sure the look is great for me either.

So let me know what you think. If anyone can help me with proper sizing I wouldn't mind feedback. Of course as I don't have boobs of my own I don't know how great it will ever look. But still a fun experiment I suppose.
Playing around
Posted:Jan 2, 2016 9:59 am
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2016 2:22 pm

I have had an odd idea for a while. Maybe not odd, as I seem to see it online with relative frequency, but different at least. I have seen a number of pics where guys are using a banana as a dildo.

I had been debating this for a while. Ultimately I decided to just give it a shot. What do I have to lose after all?

What I wasn't really thinking through was that bananas are not really a solid fruit once peeled. I did manage to insert well enough, but it did pretty much mush up and become more of a mess than anything else.

So not the most productive of experiments, but one idea out of my head and into real life I suppose.
Post Christmas Clean up
Posted:Dec 26, 2015 9:40 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2015 1:32 pm

The image is from a few years back when there was snow, in April. So not new but still more with the time of year I suppose.

Once again Christmas has come and gone. This morning has been spent doing dishes because I just wasn't going to be bothered last night. I still have various other chores to complete today, but at least that one is done.

The past work week was crazy, I broke 40 hours in 4 days trying to get everything done. Thursday I worked over 12 hours. I have next week off which is nice and I will be spending time with friends from college to celebrate the New Year.

Now it is back to cleaning. Or reading blogs for an hour. Or watch a movie. I'll figure something out.
Webacm works again
Posted:Dec 19, 2015 9:19 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2021 5:11 pm

Just did my first cam show in over a month. Finally got the webcam working with this chat program again. I could tell the program was glitching some though. When I replied to messages, it would look like I was sending the first message and starting the chat, costing me one of my 5 daily chats. I am not sure if I was showing up on the broadcast page as I wasn't showing up on local chat consistently. But I did orgasm and had people watching. So it is good to have this up and running again.
Christmas Prep
Posted:Dec 13, 2015 9:40 am
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2015 7:19 pm

So the morning has been spent cleaning. I have been putting things away so we can put up a tree later. I got some laundry done. Played some video games after lunch before some more cleaning. Now I am just waiting for my wife to get home and tell me what crazy thing she wants to do next. So a short update right now between various chores.
taking inventory
Posted:Dec 6, 2015 11:22 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2015 1:34 pm

I am debating new pics to take for the blog, but I really am not sure what to do. I laid out all of my lingerie and just couldn't think of what to use. I have pics of all of it on the blog already. I could go out to buy more, but I hardly use what I have. Of course I am also debating what pieces of sexy undies I really want. And in the end, setting a timer on the camera and then posing gets to be annoying some days. SO I am debating what to do next. I am open to suggestions if anyone has fun ideas.
The Gold Misunderstanding
Posted:Dec 2, 2015 4:27 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2015 1:35 pm

So I thought that as a gold member, when I sent a message to a standard member, I thought that the standard members could still read it and respond to it. That is how it worked years ago. So long as there had been messages sent, you could respond and keep communication open.

But as a current standard member, I am receiving emails from people. If I get an Icebreaker (which I know is a fake message) I can read that. Otherwise I cannot read what gold members are sending me. The funny thing is that one couple I know and had been talking to "sent" an icebreaker message. I could read the icebreaker, but none of the other messages from the past.

I do find this odd. As a gold member, I thought that if I sent a message to a standard member they had the option of reading it and replying. I now see that is not true. So I again have to ask what the advantage is of being a Gold Member if I can only truly communicate with other Gold Members. I miss having unlimited chat options in the messenger (when it works), I miss being able to read profiles and I miss watching unlimited webcams. But at the same time, I don't now that I miss those enough to actually pay for the site right now. I guess that I misunderstood that as a gold member I could contact anyone and have the reasonable expectation that people could read messages I sent.

So to anyone that sent me a message lately, I am not ignoring you. I cannot read what you sent and I cannot respond. It isn't anything personal, it is just how the site is working right now.
Checking In
Posted:Nov 28, 2015 12:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2015 12:53 pm

Really just checking in today. I still can't make my webcam work. Someone suggested that it might be an issue with Google Chrome, which I looked into but still cannot make the cam work in this chat program. Tried to do it in Internet Explorer, but I can't get IE to work as I am still on version 9 and Windows Vista (but I still keep my old computer chugging along).

Chat in general has been difficult. When I do have a conversations going, I keep losing who I am talking to. So I have been lurking in the blogs for lack of much else to do. I can't read the real messages people are sending me without gold membership, and the icebreakers I just delete.

I debated taking some new pics today, but I have a lot of old ones to share yet too. I probably shared this one before or a shot from that day.

So nothing much new is happening. Just checking things out.
The end may be near
Posted:Nov 21, 2015 7:10 am
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2015 8:21 am

So my gold status lapsed. Here is what I have noticed. I can read the fake icebreaker messages that AdultFriendFinder generates. I cannot read mail messages from real people that want to talk to me.

I have not been able to get chat to work right for almost a month now. Something with the program will not recognize my webcam, even though it works fine in other programs. And I keep losing people in chat as the connection is just wonky lately.

I can still look at blogs, but other than that not sure what there is I really want to do in here.

So I am debating if it is time to shut down the profile. I've been debating it for a while. I haven't really been in the mood to meet up with many people. All I get is "I'm in town lets fuck" messages most of the time from guys that I am not really interested in. The handful of people I like talking to I can't find online or can't talk to because we can't get chat to work.

So when nothing works for me, why should I pay for it I suppose.

And if I am not going to get what I want anyway, is it time to just shut it all down?

So I have to decide what I am doing with the profile. I am not sure what I am thinking of doing yet. I an bot demanding free gold membership or anything like that. But I can't see paying for functions that do not work. And I know other people have had real problems with the site lately as well. I am thinking it may be time to move on.

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