Im little, 5'2 128lbs and I look much younger than I am. I've lived a hard life where I didn't feel safe exploring this side of me. But I long to. I know what I like, and what I fantasize about... But I don't know how to find a man who can take me into those fantasies... I am looking for a long term relationship with a Dom who will treat me like his princess in public, but hurt me behind closed doors. I like to be treated rough, hurt, but not tortured. No scaring. No visable bruises.

My Ideal Person A Dom who will take his time teaching me how to be his, and doesn't mind my nervousness, but is absolutely confident himself. I want a man who is strong enough to pick me up and throw me around easily, who's much bigger than me.
I'm not exactly meek, and I'd like to find a man who can.... Make me stop fighting. Who can be strong as for me so I don't have to be anymore...
I want to sit at your feet, my head on your knee as you pet my hair.
I want to choked and slapped, abused and used past the point of being able to move and used some more...then showered with tenderness.
I don't know if this is possible... To have both pain and affection... Controlled and cherished...
But if you are out there Daddy, I'm waiting...
Please come get me...

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
A bed, A rollercoaster, The beach, A moving vehicle (i.e. car), The middle of a park, An airplane, A dark back alley, A movie theatre, The stands at a sporting event, A remote wilderness spot, Under a waterfall, A swimming pool or hot tub, A store dressing room, An elevator, A hotel room, Anywhere

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Light Bondage, Spanking, Role Playing, Slave/Master, Mutual Masturbation, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Blindfolds, Massage

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Sexual experience, Physical attraction, Same/similar fetishes, Experience in a certain role (top/bottom; master/slave), Ability to be discreet, Willingness to freely discuss and try anything

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
Vin Diesel He's big, strong and sexy. His characters seem to have a calm and confident nature.
He's commanding without losing his cool. Demanding without being a dick.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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