First off; I have torn meniscus in both knees that I need injections to try and regrow the cartilage, but haven't been able to afford to have procedure done. I also have degenerative discs in my back that I try to manage with steroid injections, I have Meniere's disease with symptoms of constant vertigo that I try to manage with medications. These have limited my physical activity quite a bit overall. I have good days and horrible days. Working around the horrible days can be a bit of a challenge when making plans. I don't want to judge or be judged, but that isn't likely in this world. Various people I have known and past decision has molded me into who I am today. When it comes to others measured by superficial worth, and frankly after being bled dry more ways then one, whats left to offer but a shell of oneself? So, I have been asking myself what is it that I'm doing here on this website, in this state, and this country every since my last ex, and the one before that. I really haven't found an answer to that question other then wasting what time I have left in life, and for what? Meaningless sex in compari to making passionate love? Is it worth risking on getting a STD or meeting with someone that is a drunk and/or drug addict, detrimental to be around, and is more dangerous then some people I have met in life? I'm not into one night stands, but I can't offer anything other then adult consensual sex. All I have is what every other guy has, a dick, and you can get that anywhere that has more to offer. P.S., to anyone who is among the Fourth Reich clan (Republicans)... I want nothing to do with your kind!

My Ideal Person She doesn't exist.