Update 08-16-2020 finally got my bewb job and living back in akron/canton area, I have a BF that stays with me off and on from out of state and he's helped me get to this stage in my life, which I'm very grateful for, so though I'm still open to fun with others, It's more directed towards women (cis/ts/tg) and couples (M/F,cis and ts,tg women) that's not to say single guys don't have a shot, it all depends on the guy, my relationship with my bf is semi open so depending on the situation and scenario the possibility of playing with me alone isn't out of the question depending on the circumstances. but willing to interact with both of us will likely increase your chances. I'm not a fan of my life's story unless someone really wants to know,, but here it goes,, I'm 9+ years into my transition now and have been on hormones as well as receiving laser hair removal now for over 5 and a half years, I'm focusing on things from the waist up only because between the costs,, the risks,, and lack of enjoying sex after getting SRS, it doesn't seem worth spending the money and taking the chance,, not to mention I'm having a hard enough time affording the hormones and laser treatments as it is,, I am seeing a bio identical hormone replacement specialist so things from the waist down continue to work,, just stating all this because ppl always ask,, I had a good job at goodyear global corporate HQ until they fired me for being transgender. and am doing my best to save up for laser hair removal, hair replacement, I have had breast augmentation,, I also have a go fund me site for anyone interested in helping me out,, I love all kinds of music and going for hikes,, I like going out but am defiantly not opposed to a nice quiet evening with dinner and a movie,, fishing, 4wheeling, camping, all good!, not a big fan of sports though unless its xgame type stuff or requites balls to play,, lol, ppl always ask what kinds of kinks or fetishes I have well,, to me their not kinks or fetishes but a playful outlook on ones sexlife, so a shorter list would be things I'm not into,, Having said that although I've been in a couple relationships my last real one lasted 16 years, past that I've been in a couple relationships since I started my transition and to my dismay they had no real interest in me and only wanted to use me to for fill a fantasy so they didnt last long, I just want to find someone who is genuine and can last more than a couple weeks with me,, I'm very easy going and laid back,, I consider myself to be submissive in the bedroom but a generally dominant demeanor, but I have found in certain scenarios I can be quite versatile so I guess it depends on the person,, not sure what else to say here,, uhm, turn ons include a gentleman or lady or gurl, who knows how to treat a lady as well as others, respect, consideration, appreciation,, good hygiene, has their life together, I figure your probably thinking to yourself, what kind of turn ons are these!?, ,well,, I am Demisexual, which means yes I can see beauty as well as handsomeness, but my attractions are not based on this, I don't care how sexy you are or how "big" you are or buff,, i don't care about your color or gender, social status none of it,, I care about "who" you are, not "what", you could look like Gwen Stefani and have a perfect cock and lots of money,, if your a jerk,, it will get you no where with me,, I was raised very old fashioned but with modern views, there's too much going wrong in this world for us to hate or discriminate against our own kind, or any other living creature, I'm told I have a very old soul and I have to agree because it seems almost everyone underestimates me,, yes,, I am female and very feminine,, but i can change a tire, not to mention rebuild and restore a car or house and any of its components,, They say girls like us are the best of both worlds,, but don't forget that doesn't mean we cant be the worst of both too,, Ive been through a lot and most of it was the ringer,, I came out at 32, those years before were from a poverty stricken home with a abusive drunk mother and step father, and missing dad,, eventually i ended up meeting him and he was the mans man type, Marine, operating engineer, wanted me to be just like him, (sorry dad) lol,, but he did love me and accepted me before he passed, might not have agreed with it, but i was still his , I was a outcast at school as well as society, this is before I came out,, lol,. met my first love and stayed with her for 16 years, outside my immediate family comprising of my mom dad and older sister,, my whole family was very big close and loving towards me,, years went by of memories and holidays and so on, until I came to a point of having everything anyone could really ask for in a simple life,, someone to love, my own business, house, property down south, a couple cars, and trucks, 4wheelers,, pool in the back yard,, everything,, but something was missing, no mater how accomplished I had become in life,, something was still missing,, no matter how much i moved up in life the materials did not satisfy, and I felt this for so long, at time I knew, I was a girl on the inside,, I was young, trying on my big sisters clothes and having tea parties and such, but I did it in hiding because my overall family was very religious and I was raised that feeling such a way was wrong or evil,, so,, I ended up letting go of this dream, and blocking it out,, it was around this time that I think my heart began to darken,, more and more I hated myself,, more and more I hated the world and everyone in it,, highschool the 'goth" scene took me under their wing, being a fellow outcast that wore black at all times, and having a similar view on ones self as well as the existence of existence itself, so blah blah blah,, it wasnt until after school when I was less social that i started seeing this wasnt me,, but I didnt know what that was, or who I was,, as the years past between me and my now ex, It was more me chasing her down while she put me on the back burner just tagging me along, I purposed to that girl almost every year since we turned 18, but she was to busy making her parents happy and they didnt like me, so when we moved in together she would make me hide all of my things when they cam to visit because to them it would be a sin to live together unwed, not to mention their dislike for me on top of it, 16 years of this went on, we eventually got a house together, and got married, (now divorced), its a sad kind of funny how things turn out,, she knew the whole time I hated my body, boys clothes, and being looked at as male,, after we married that was it, I had everything I thought I could ever want, but something in me still didnt sit right,, at this point I had become very masochistic and macabre,, it was a steady downward spiral to say the least, and my wife was still busy playing perfect to her parents and leaving me home alone most days,, which turned me on to the internet to keep me occupied and give me something to do, this led to a online virtual 3d world where you could do and be whatever you could possibly imagine and more, it wasnt long before I met trans girls on there, and it was like getting hit in the face with a lead brick, I had re found who I really was,, who I knew I was as a ,, the girl in me started scratching clawing and biting her way out of me as I lived vicariously through a virtual female avatar, from there it was not even a year before I became more self aware than ever before, and I was literally at a point in my life where it was do or die,, i couldn't keep up the charade of living as a male for any longer and to me my choices were suicide or rebirth,, needless to say,, the phoenix arose,, heh,., I confided in my wife and for almost a month she was supportive of it,, so, within 48 hours of figuring out this is who I am, I told every one in my family as well as my friends, and every single one of them disowned me and me dissociated me, shortly after so did my wife, hence any previous reference to her as my ex,, I did everything I could to make things work between us and make her happy, but it all fell back on her parents finding out and disowning her too,, I also think she was worried about how society would see me now,, but I tried,, It wasn't until I came home one day from work to find all my clothes cut up into pieces as she ran into the room hitting me and saying things I wont repeat that I gave up on me and her,, abuse is where I draw the line,, verbally mentally or physically, i ended up giving her everything because,, I would rather louse it, than take it all from her, there are details I wont get into,, but, the house I let her keep, I took my personal belongings, sold my business and moved to Akron where Ive found a decent job working for goodyear and a few new accepting friends,, so, coming out literally cost me 32 years of my life and I'm still starting over to this day, so that is why I feel others underestimate me, because I'm not someone who has had a easy life, and I worked my butt off for everything, no one ever gave me nothing, I was not spoiled or wealthy, if my car or house broke,, I was the one who had to fix it, if I had problems, they were mine and mine alone to deal with, so I ask that you respect me as a strong transgender female, and consider what other girls may have gone through as well to get where they are in life today, and people in general,,i don't think any of us is any better or worse than the other,, we all live life and have our own experience that lead us to who and where we are today, and problems in life that we must prioritize, some different than others, but I doubt much more or less problems,, so,, once you see through my eyes you will understand why my attraction and turn ons are based on who"s and not what's,, Ive been burned by friends, family, lovers and society long enough to be aware of myself and those around me, so once you've made it past these views with me, my physical turn ons would be light soft touching anywhere on my body, trying new things, giving pleasure or pleasing,, and kissing,, turn offs would be anything rude or inconsiderate. Physically, I don't like my balls fondled or handled roughly, dont stick your fingers in my ass,, nails fucking hurt and you don't know how to do it right,, lol, and dont be rough or abusive with my "boyparts" this isnt tug of war and I dont fucking start like a lawn mower,, lol,,, soft gentle caressing wins every time, I don't mind handjobs,,or attention to my "boyparts" just be gentle about it,, ok,, its getting late so,, if there's anything I haven't covered or you have any questions feel free to ask,, as you know I dont really have anything to louse anymore, so have nothing to hide and plan to keep it that way,, I do cam, you can message me any time, I may not always respond back right away but I will always respond,, that being said, some times I miss ims during cam or open chat, and for that I am sorry,, I suck at multitasking here, and I dont mean to be rude or disrespectful, so,, getting late here and dont know what else to say,, hope to see you xoxoxo S2=(^.^)= (UPDATE) 05/14/19 Goodyear fired me when i made my transition legal and started living full time, at the same time my landlord was not paying the bank my rent and i came home to a boarded up house after being fired from goodyear,. with no where to go, no car, and no income beyond doing cam shows, one of my admirers offered to let me stay with them till i got on my feet, with little to no other options i took the offer, unfortunately it landed me in a town no bigger than a 3 block radius, surrounded by Amish and conservative christian country folk, and i'm a little desperate to get the F out of here so i can find another good job and keep my transition moving forward, i would like to move back to canton at some point, So if you are in or very close to the Canton area there is a better chance of things working out between us, for realistic and practical purposes those of interest must; Be hiv hpv std free, must be under 7 inches, not 7,, Under 7,, (6/ 6.5 or under is ideal because i love having my throat fucked) lol, , must have good hygiene, good stable job, and not live with parents (unless your taking care of them), must have manners, morals, ethics, a sense of humor, and like doing things out of the house as much as they do in the house, must be intelligent, modest, (discreet ,meaning dont try to make out with or grope me in general public) have some class,dignity,self respect , self worth, be witty, mature and able to hold good conversation, (fuckboy mentalities will not be tolerated),. i'm not here for hookups, i'm not quick, i'm not easy, I am jaded and been in the cam industry long enough to see through and filter out bs,, so i dont take bs or games, i am however, very loving, passionate, understanding, affectionate, respectful, Modest, sweet, sincere, silly, and love all kinds of fun with the right per who treats me right as i treat them right, but I am not here to be used, and i am not here to use,. I am here to find a mutually beneficial long term relationship with the right per.

My Ideal Person moral,. ethical,. safe, sane,. intelligent,. funny,. similar interests,. open to a polymanogamousrelationship,. (more than ,. but all faithful to each other)

https://www.gofundme.com/help-transitioning

What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
NIN, type O, portishead, T.I., pitbull,

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
too much to list

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Open to ménage à trois and/or orgies

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
female, Gwen Stefani, why?, bitch has style, <br><br>
male, Pit Bull, why?, something about his voice, idk, .
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tgirl, Bailey Jay, why?, bitch has style, class, and did
what it took to make her dream to transition a reality, she's
my inspiration to keep trying, and do what it takes, she's
my hero and role model, to put it in a nutshell, , !! S2 I LOVE
HER S2 !!, (but not in a crazy obsessive way", lol

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've done it so many times that I've forgotten how to type with two hands.

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