Below, is a synopsis of my "self" relating to what I think is the mission of this website together with my desires, needs, etc. Also, due to the inherent ambiguity/subjectivity associated with some labels, terms, etc, (or "sex" in general), I have already begun to add some supplementary postings in my blog to hopefully further clarify what I think may still be obscure, etc: Hi, I'm Kaycee, AMAB but innately not so much. If one were playing "What's In a Name or Label", I am a Tomboy T-girl ... or, I bait my own hook for fishing in the morning, prefer panties, hi-cut panties, under my jeans to navigate thru society during the day, and I do my own makeup for intimate times ... for a special evening ... and sometimes, some special times to share ... soft music, candles, a bubble bath, a bit of Pinot Noir, shaving my legs, etc., the caresses of lotion ... all to feel soft and smooth, almost all over, to feel more myself, and sometimes another ... and while still bare, a kiss of essence here and there and a touch, trace and fondle always here and there and finally a pirouette thru a mist of fragrance ... and then, a few requisite poses captured by my mirror ... my "stand-in" judge and jury of my "self" for the pleasure of myself for a Girlfriend and all older Men ..... I am fairly intelligent, attractive, sincere, discreet ... understanding and a good listener, open-minded and nonjudgmental and extend and appreciate a sense of humor ... I am not macho, but not affectedly embarrassingly, effeminate either ... I am ... just myself. Physically, I am sorta tall, (5 feet 10 inches), small breasts (A+ cup), boyish hips, round bottom and long legs. And as for, well, you know, "girls like us", call it, or her, many things or references as "Chick with a Dick", or "Clit" or "Stick Pussy" ... and my favorite is the latter, or... from the perspective of a job description ... and beginning with what I have to work with as I am my own best lover, plus latently exhibitionistic, sensuous, and receptive towards submitting, accommodating ... To sum up the above ... thru no fault of my own ... I was AMAB, generally negotiate with society asexually, but refuse to deny my innately sexuality privately, personally, (which "sex" should be), by recognizing and celebrating my preferred sexual identity/role as feminine, attracted to masculine. I am also Bisexual, attracted to both females and males. Thus, others, as well as myself also, might consider me as a Gay CD or a Male Transgendered To Female concerning my personal sexual predisposition, aptitude, preferences, etc. ..... thus, without apologies or regrets ... I'm either or both ... I'm a Gay CD, which explains my cute little stick pussy inside my panties plus exciting predisposition towards men for the obvious ... and/or ... I'm a Lesbian/TransLesbian cause of my being predisposed to shaving my legs, etc. and of course those panties under my jeans and my sexual penchant for girls/woman and of course ... girls/women with something special ... just like me ... And as to a Profile photo or two of me amazingly provocative and appealing .... well, perhaps that is up to resolving my immediate concern that I will include with "My Ideal Person" ... xox Kaycee.

My Ideal Person To sorta recap a bit ...I am a Tgirl, AMAB and Transgendered ... and Bisexual. Concerning a potential LTR, I willingly admit to a predisposition for other girls/woman or another Special girl/woman like me for a Girlfriend to Girlfriend or Lesbian/Translesbian relationship ... yes, some "girly" talk about all the obvious stuff, etc plus mornings, afternoons and evenings of mewing and being bare for each other and ourselves and then receptive and purring with mutual exploring ... so open with our most personal thoughts, desires, needs ... allowing our bodies to pleasure each other ... yes, as Men might suspect or acknowledge that our couple hours of our "play" ... our mutual surrender and "playing" each other ... our touches and kisses ..... alternately ... almost forcing me to wish, or rather almost wish, I were under a Man ... his bristles or beard tickling my thighs as he would attempt to tame me a few seconds to slither up and gain complete control to slither in ... and "finish" ... so oh YES! ... but "Oh No" also as then it would be "finished" ... He would be finished ... ... whereas when I'm taken by another girl/woman and she is taken by me, each of us enjoy bringing each other Almost to the brink, then stop to enjoy watching each other squirm in "agony without the ecstasy" and then only to bring each other up to the brink again ... and again ... I love bringing another girl/woman to the brink and I love watching her squirm ... and I love being watched when I squirm perhaps even more ...

However, being Bisexual, I am also attracted to masculinity, Men, a man for occasional trysts or an affair for the obvious, and yes ... to include sometimes, and perhaps a bit more often than that, my being a little "man-handed" on my way to being "taken"... the classic "cave man" thingy ... and without mincing words, or asking "please" ... but rather just being stripped or told to strip ... except for my heels ... and why?

" ... well my Dear Kaycee, I want you to be completely naked in heels and alone here with me ... I want you totally naked to be thoroughly inspected and I want you in heels to improve your posture in thrusting your budding breasts, emphasizing your long legs and subtly raising your round bottom as in 'offering' ... and then when you walk .. you can no longer walk as with your heels you can only strut with a bit of a swish, swish as in showing off as in teasing and if you then try to run in your heels, again, all you can do is to strut a bit faster, and then with a swish, swish, swish ... still showing off .. like the young virginal female Gazelle, gracefully grazing deliciously before the hungry Cheetah, peeping and poised to pounce ... like the chicken, plucked to be stuffed ... Yes, Dear Kaycee, I want yoou naked in heels to force you to show yourself off ... forcing you to advertise and flaunt yourself before me ... us alone, in private, and you Dear Kaycee, bare naked in heels .... daring me to be a man, and daring me to take you as ... along with the famished Cheetah, I take you down, my eyes, and hands, my body rubbing you, all over you ... and as with the graceful and teasing Gazelle, I am taken, felt up and taken down, allowed to squirm to entertain and to tire a bit and then rendered helpless, admired, positioned, spread wide, entered and slowly penetrated as both of us realize that I am going to be his partner for this dance, used for his source of enjoyment until he inseminates me ... enjoying me, Fucking me whether I am moaning with pleasure, crying, crying with pleasure, or just silent ... using me ... as perhaps is the nature of these things, regardless of whatever ... and, what I think I want and/or need at times from Men, from a man ... just like I. on occasion, need to be naked and all stretched out on a couch across his lap for a bare bottom spanking, and slowly spanked until I am seriously crying ... surrendering to do whatever for him or, and this is or has been only fantasy ... maybe someday cooperating for one of his friends also ... but only for a good friend, of course ...

With me, the above experiences with women or men are mutually exclusive, the former, with another women, is more emotional and/or satisfaction of my soul as well as my body whereas my experience with he latter, or Men has been more a series of mutual unions for immediate gratification ... physical pleasure and satisfaction.

Thus far, it has been my experience that with my LTR relationships I need my GF to understand the above ... my thingy for Men or a man on occasion and that one does not detract from the other and it is no ones fault, but rather, I am just trying to be honest about the nature of me. Concerning Men, so far, those who have approached me usually have another thing going on anyway and just like having a girl/woman with something special once in a while.

Personally, I am drawn to Men, pretty much exclusively older Men, plus, and I probably should confess to ... my almost compulsive, personal, almost shameful, secret desires ... to be very bare ,,, and watched by Men ... my being most willingly naked to be watched by a man ... to provoke his thoughts ... his desires to chase and capture me, render me helpless, to explore and toy with me ... to take me somewhere private, to get me naked for his eyes, and hands, to spread, fondle and admire me, to spread me just a bit more and hold me helpless as I then can feel the beginning of my experience ... his experience with and of me ... his finger, searching, gently probing ... to search and find me and then his penis ... that my body has also helped him to change into his stiff, so very stiff cock, the tip of that finger with lubricant to insure his conquest and finally put me in the mood to almost welcome his introduction of what he has to pleasure us with ... "the snake" and one, two and maybe three thrusts and inside me and slowly sliding, slithering, deeper, all the length of him and then hold himself inside of me ... hold me close for a short time to defeat any of my potential bucking ... squirming from me before my body finally surrenders to my desires also and I so spread, rub, arch and squirm myself all the way till his "release" of his lust ...and then "afterglow" briefly and finally ... to release me again, myself now inseminated with his lust and my desires, releasing me to rejoin the "herd" ... to somewhat and somehow contend with, definitely cope with, society again ... for awhile ... until he finds me again ... and because the memories we both have as to his past conquest, each, in our own way, again work towards my surrender ... and it is with those needs, desires, thoughts that Men can have and a man might have concerning me ... is why I want to be alone, naked and posed by him, for me ...

Therefore, am seeking a Gentleman, not only for the obvious, but with some degree of photography acumen who would enjoy posing and photographing me ... for my portfolio, and ... my promised surrender .....

I am, admittedly, a latent exhibitionist and my portfolio was recently "lost"; plus, so was my Photographer, I wish to create and periodically update another portfolio with the assistance of a man who enjoys "watching" and "taking pictures", (as in filling the viewfinder of my camera with my body and clicking the shutter).

I want a man who would enjoy his work ... enjoy me. Concerning my part ... I want to dress to be slowly undressed ... and upon reaching our goal, I want to feel his eyes, imagine his thoughts and hear the shutter of my camera recording the views that especially appeal to him as a Man as he enjoys guiding and directing me from myself then totally bare to most willingly cooperating to enjoy posing tastefully nude for myself thru erotically naked, for us both.

And then, after being touched and fondled by his eyes ... his victory in finally fully arousing me ... giving away all my special secrets ... my touches I love to visit on my body when thinking of Men and watching him watch me ... and he captures it all with the click click click of my camera ... a despicably earthy example of "kiss and tell".

And perhaps by that time, both of us will be thinking of what "benefits" he may want after our photo shoot ... You know, the final "B" in the BFWB status that I will have granted to him for assisting me during our shoot ... the voyeur for the exhibitionist and the exhibitionist for the voyeur ... "the moth and the flame" ... our sexually symbiotic, periodic, trysts.

The essence of our shoots is he "watching" and me most willingly "being watched", performing for us in my own world, myself with abandon, wantonly becoming more and more photogenic, for me, for him ... for my portfolio .. being watched, "displayed" and photographed, "preforming" and then finally my "surrendering" for him, for me, our lust, his "taking" ..... and then, and perhaps after afterglow, we deciding on the time and place for our next very special tryst.
... xox Kaycee

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Rimming, Light Bondage, Spanking, Slave/Master, Mutual Masturbation, Participating in Erotic Photography, Voyeurism, Blindfolds, MASKS

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Willingness to freely discuss and try anything, sex & gender identity

Have you ever had cybersex?:
No way. I only want skin on skin.

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